Athora's P.O.V
I was home in my room. Everything. painted purple looking up at the celling thinking what my real mom was like was she pretty, nice, kind,loving,sweet Did she think i was a mistake. Sometimes when im lonely i write to feel this empty void this hole breaking me down and swallowing me up from the inside burning a deep hole in my heart to where i dont wanna love. I pulled out my diary and wrote a poem telling how i feel within
Dear athora,you wonder why you were brought upon this world .why you have been abandoned and brought to a life of everlasting depression you have been lied to and stroked down with no one to help you to your feet but life will one day bring a victory so sweet.
Just as i was finishing up my thoughts my guardian or as i call her ''mom" stepped in
Mom:hey honey how are you doing
Me: hey mom*smiles lightly* I'm fine
Mom:I'm going out on a business trip so you will have the whole house to yourself tomorrow and I will be back in three weeks
Me:mom you always on business trips..Why can't we just take a trip together
Mom:ik honey ik*she kisses my forehead softly* one day I promise
Me: you can't promise me that because no one is promised tomorrow
Mom:well I'll make sure u do OK it's only for 3weeks OK Honey I will leave some money for you in case of emergencies
Me:OK mom*watches my mother leaves*
This was very common for my mother to leave me but I just wish we could have sum alone time to ourselves but that's how we keep food on the table...but when she's gone I feel alone and the sadness comes back again.
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