It's been more than 5 months since you last saw your chicken loving boyfriend . Not that you can do anything about it , since he has been busy with comebacks and concerts , while you were busy with your studies .
There used to be frequent texts and calls each day , slowly , they decreased . From at least a call/text every hour , to now , not even one . Even a text was sure to make you very excited now . You just don't know whether you should continue living in "fear" that he just doesn't want you anymore or to confront him . sigh . You just had no idea what to do anymore .
"Key umma ! It's been so long since I last heard your voice ! How are you ?" You asked Key , finally one member has time to talk on the phone with you , even though you were hopping that maybe that one person called ...
"YAH ! ______-ah ! Didn't you hear what I say ?"
"eh ? miananhae key umma . I was just lost in my thoughts"
"Sigh . It's fine _____-ah . I was just saying that everyone misses you , so I was wondering whether you would like to come to the dorm tomorrow ?"
"ehh ... I would love to Key umma ! but ... it's been 5 months since I last talked to youknowwho . I'm not sure if I can bring myself there tomorrow ... "
"ahhh ... I see . how about this ? I'm going to get him to call you and ask you to come instead !"
"yahhh key umma ! I'm not sure whether that will be a good a idea ..."
"sure it would ! you thrust me right ? no worries than ! everything is under control ! I have to go now . annyeong ______-ah !"
"ne . Annyeong key umma !"
After hanging up , you still had no idea whether you should go to the dorm tomorrow , even if key umma did say he will ask onew to call you . Sigh even hearing his name makes your eyes teary ...
Nonna Neomu Yeppeo ~
You really should change that to their newest song ...
... Onew's calling ... your heart races just seeing his name . What has he done to you sighhh ...
"yebosayo ?"
"____-ah ! how are you ?"
"Onew Oppa Annyeong .... I'm fine thanks for asking" nonononono ... you're not fine . scratch that , you were anything but fine . how could he just call and act as though nothing happen ? sighhh ...
"_______-ah ... I'm veryveryvery sorry for not calling you or texting you in the past 5 months ... I really didn't mean to . Can we meet ?"
"I ... I ... I don't know oppa ... I'm not sure whether I still have the strength to see you anymore ..."
"______-ah ! please ... I will be waiting at the usual place until I see you ... I'm begging you please ... "
and with that , you ended the call . You were on the verge of tears already . sighh . Should I go ? But still ... it's been 5 months ... sighhh >< I really don't know what to do ... how about this , I shall flip the coin . If it lands on head , I shall go ...
... it lands on head . wow . I guess this is it than ... I better hurry .
*Onew's POV*
I wonder if she will come ... it's just , after not talking to her for 5 months , I'm not sure whether she will come or not . sighh ...
"ding" my head shoot to the direction of the sound ... she came ... but I could see something in her eyes that says 'I'm to tired to deal with everything." there was a sting in my heart ... I really didn't mean to hurt her so badly ...
*your pov*
there he was ... decked out with a weird disguise again . I'm not even sure why I'm here . I'm so tired ... not being able to sleep since he last called has been making me loss sleep ...
I guess I should go over ... ughhh my heads hurts a lot ...
"thump" the last thing I saw before I passed out was him running towards me ...
*onew pov*
"thump" ... omg ! "______-ah !"
she fainted right in front of me . what should I do ? my mind was blank , only thinking about what could have caused _____ to faint .
"sir ! sir ! Are you related to her ? if yes , please come with us ."
"ne ." I ran up the ambulance , holding her hand the whole time .
finally , they decided to let me see her after asking a bunch of questions .
I slowly made my way into the room , only to see ______ sleeping peacefully .
"there's nothing to worry about , she was just too tried . But she will have to stay overnight ."
I slowly made my way beside her ... "______-ah ... I really didn't mean to ignore you for 5 months ... " I said while crying , not realising that she had woke up . "I shouldn't have ignore you , _____-ah . it's just that I was busy with comebacks and concerts ... and manger hyung confiscated our phones so that we could concentrate . I really missed you these 5 months ... I'm not sure whether you could forgive me or not but ... I love you ____-ah ! I love you too much to let you go . please remember that . saranghae ..."
*your pov*
ughhh my head hurts where am I ?
I opened my eyes to see onew oppa crying . "I shouldn't have ignored you , _____-ah . it's just that I was busy with comebacks and concerts ... and manger hyung confiscated our phones so that we could concentrate . I really missed you these 5 months ... I'm not sure whether you could forgive me or not but ... I love you ____-ah ! I love you too much to let you go . please remember that . saranghae ..."
I was crying while listening to him explain . I'm surprised that he didn't realised that I was already awake .
"Pabo *cough* oppa . I love you to . More than you know . I'm just very sad that you didn't called or text me for 5 months ... my heart broke *cough* I thought you didn't want me anymore oppa ..."
"shhhhh ... ______-ah , what made you think that way ? I will never forget about you . I love you too much ... now go to sleep , I will be here"
I closed my eyes and felt him kiss my forehead before patting my head slowly and singing to me .
"i love you oppa"
"I know ____-ahh .
Yeah, I'm waiting for you
Cause you're my better half
Our love should go on
I still love you
Hey, ma! Ain't no doubt
I'll tell you something
As if I was shocked by love
This trembling feeling makes everything vague
I set my focus on you
Your unreachable heart makes my heart tear
Key's gonna open
If I just have you, it's heaven
I've said it many times, I'm different
From those easy guy that you know
Look straight at my sunaebo that's only for you ...
(A/N I'm aware that this a rap by Minho and key , just try to imagine that it's a slow song ? haha) "
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Annyeong <3
So ... this is my first try at writing one shot . so do tell me what you guys think about it :)
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