Tals pov.
justin you cant leave me, not like this. i pleaded while on the floor by the door. he looked me right in the eye. I have to scooter wants me to be single for the fans. i have to do this. Where will i go justin?! ive never lived on my own. He handed me a key. Kenny will take you to your house.its still in LA just very far away from me. He said slipping his shoes on. Justin please dont leave i love you. Talia stop! your making it worse. I cried harder. Justin, just say it back!! say i love you too!
he breathed in and closed his eye. I cant lie to you anymore tal. i dont love you anymore. I love my beliebers. And they want me, just me and i have to do that for them. i heard a car horn and scooter come in. Lets go justin. Justin grabbed his bags and walked out of the door with out another word. My whole life just walked out the door. Soon kenny came grabbed my bags and we were off. i was numb. i couldnt cry i couldnt speak. What the hell just happened?!?!
We got to the house and it was perfect for me it was 2 bedrooms and just cute. It had everything in it already i texted justin a thank you. i waited and got a text back. my heart filled with hope till i saw it was a message to tell me that the number was no longer avalible. which means that he changed his number. i checked twitter to see all the beliebers happy that justins back to normal. he tweeted. @justinbieber: Back to the #Beliebers<3 i wanted to throw up when i clicked on the profil to see that he unfollowed me. i checked instagram. All our pictures were deleted. This sucks.
I walked around the house and ssaw my bed room. There was a box with note.
Dear talia, we should act like we never happened. Just think as if we never met. Have a happy life. The things in this box is all our stuff. If you want it keep it.
-justin.
i opened the box and saw all the pictures, our braclets we mad and even our matching necklaces. this is real. im alone now. Why the hell is this happeneing to me. i never had this much heartache before. I crawling into bed and cried all day. I never got up once. this was my life now. my lonely sad life. with out justin.
justins pov
I fucking hate this!!!!!!! i yelling once i got to my room on the bus. I hate this so much!!!!!!! fredo came in. Whoa man whats wrong. I got up wiping my eyes. Scooters whats wrong. I hate him. He made me leave talia. Im not aloud to see her i had to make sure we had no contact. I changed my number skype name. ichat. everything. she moved out, i gave her everything. i cant stand this. she hates me! i gave her a house and now nothing. i move on to someone else?!?! i cant do that fredo i love her!!!! im so sorry man. he hit my shoulder and walked out. I didnt realise i was crying till i went to the bathroom to shower. i have a show tonight in LA then i go to texas. I cant believe i have to have people tell me what to do. im 19 and im treated like in 5. i showered. The only thing that can cheer me up is her and i cant even call her. i just need to smile for the show.
i was getting ready to sing fall. This is the song i wrote just for talia. i miss her so much.
let me tell you a story, about a girl and boy, He fell inlove with his bestfriend whens shes around he feels nothing but joy
she was already broken and it made her blind that but she could never believe that love would ever treat her right.
i felt tears in my eyes.
did you know that i loved you or were you not aware?
your the smile in my face and aint going nowhere.
im here here to make you happy im here to see you smile but ive been wanting to tell you this for a long while.
whats gonna make you fall inlove....... im sorry guys i just cant do this.
i walked back stage and into the dressing rooom. scooter went out and told everyone i wasnt feeling well and that id do another concert in a week or two. if i could even do that.
tals pov.
Its been 5 weeks since I saw justin last. Ive been hanging out with my neighbor. Her name is jessica. she is a huge belieber. We were getting ready to go out. She is taking me out for my birthday. Were going to a dinner and there is a performance thier but she wont tell me who it is.
i slip into my little red dress and black pumps. i did a light smokey eye. this is the first time ive tried to look nice since justin left. I walked down stairs and jessicas jaw dropped. Looking hot birthday girl!!! she gave me a huge and we took some pictures.
We got in to car and went to dinner. Once we got there all i saw were fans. What the hell. We walked in and grabbed a table and ordered our dinner.
How are you guys doing?!?! i know that voice. it continued. so i got sick my last show so whey not play here for free. to give back to my fans. y heart sank. I looked up at him. he looks perfect.
I saw him look right at me. His smile disappeared. He looked away and started talking again. Im gonna do an acoustic set for you guys. The girls yelled and screamed.
uh jess im gonna go to the bathroom. alright. she turned and started singing. i went to the bathroom and i couldnt hold back the tears. i need to leave.
i walked to the table and grabbed my things. i looked at justin to see that he was also looking at me while he was singing I Would. My favorite song on believe acoustic. I felt tears slip down my face. i turned to leave.
i ran out of the doors and heard my name. TALIA!! WAIT!!!!! it was justin. i didnt stop i couldnt see him. it would hurt to much. TALIA! i stopped. What justin!!!! you leave me ignore me for weeks then just come from no where and wanna catch up. no justin i have to go. TAL, Wait. i began waling till i saw lights. I froze. Everything when dark and i heard nothing.
