One Shots

I wish you would - Dean Winchester

I sit in the passenger side of the impala beside Dean. We had just finished a werewolf hunt and were on our way back to mine so I can sleep at my own house for once. I was exhausted so my eyes start to droop closed as the soft purr of the impala lulls me off to sleep. When I next wake up, I look out the window to see the familiar roads that lead to my house. I smile softly to myself before we completely miss our turning. That's when it hits me, I don't actually live here anymore. Technically I 'died'.
"It's in the past, don't worry about it, I'm taking you home" Dean says after noticing my head dropping forward, his hand lands on my thigh and rubs small circles into it for comfort. My mind flashes back to the time when Dean told me that I couldn't stay there anymore, how I shouted at him so loud that the neighbours complained, how I threw several plates at him and how while I was screaming at him he was packing my bag knowing I would still go with him. I push Dean's hand off my thigh as I turn back to face out of the window to watch my old home town go past. I hear Dean sigh and as he does so, my mind takes me back to the last memory of this house of me hugging Dean while in tears and me whispering that I loved him but because I said it so quietly he didn't hear.

It's 2 AM in your car
Windows down, you pass my street, the memories start
You say it's in the past, you drive straight ahead
You're thinking that I hate you now
'Cause you still don't know what I never said

Since that day of our continuous arguments, we haven't been the same, I mean we hunt and we're friends but we aren't lovers, we aren't US. It hurts because sometimes I want him to realise and come back to me, realise it was all a mistake. However I know he won't because he's Dean Winchester, he thinks that we can't be together because of the real world. Sometimes I do think to myself that if I hadn't argued with him, if I hadn't of just 'hung up the phone on him' would we still be together? Or would we have crumbled apart some other way?
He tried leaving me to an apple pie life at some point. It was amusing since, apple pie life really didn't suit me at all, I was always calling to give him hints or checking up on him through Bobby. I knew from that moment that I did truly love him and I would never forget him, no matter what.
The Dean that I fell in love with... I miss him and I wish he was here right now, it would make everything okay again.

I wish you would come back,
Wish I never hung up the phone like I did.
And I wish you knew that I'll never forget you as long as I live.
And I wish you were right here, right now, it's all good.
I wish you would

Once Dean and I reach Bobbys house, I say goodnight to everyone before trotting up to my room to turn in for the night. For a good 4 hours I am tossing and turning because my mind is full of him and everything reminds me of him, flashes of headlights passing by the window, the smell in the room, everything. As I am laying there, I think of how screwed up our love is... We love each other but we don't go for one another because we are both mucked up yet we both NEED each other. I guess this is why he ran away from it all and left me for a short while, because of how reliant on one another we were, I mean, are. There is a saying though, 'good things always have a way of coming back to you', and they did.

It's 2 AM in my room.
Headlights pass the window pane, I think of you.
We're a crooked love in a straight line down.
Makes you wanna run and hide
Then it makes you turn right back around
I wish you would come back,
Wish I never hung up the phone like I did.
I wish you knew that I'll never forget you as long as I live.
And I wish you were right here, right now, it's all good.
I wish you would

I finally drift off to sleep but instead of a normal dream about ghosts or wendigos, it's a dream, a memory of Dean and I. We're arguing about something, I don't remember what now but it must have been something important. I'm screaming and crying while he is shouting and punching a wall. Whatever it was he seemed mad and so did I. If only he knew I wasn't mad at him any longer, maybe we could be together then.
I manage to wake myself up from the dream and end up whimpering, needing him with me to help me with the bad dream, needing his body heat and pulsing heart against mine. I wish he was here to make everything better.

I wish we could go back
And remember what we were fighting for.
And I wish you knew that I miss you too much to be mad anymore
And I wish you were right here, right now, it's all good.
I wish you would

I, I, I, I, I, I wish, I wish
I, I, I, I, I, I wish, I wish
I, I, I, I, I, I wish, I wish.

After tossing and turning a bit more I manage to fall back asleep, only to be consumed by another memory of Dean and I from the days of living together.
"Dean give it back!" I whined as he ran around the house with the spatula I needed for the cake I was currently making.

"Make me!" Dean smirked across the room at me before I run and rugby tackle him to the ground, managing to get it back from him. As I'm laying on top of him, he leans up and connects our lips, he rolls us over but before long he has grabbed the spatula back and ran off again.
"Deeeaaannnn" I whine.
B

y the time I wake up again it's mid day the following day, I walk downstairs to the kitchen to grab some food and sit in the study reading over some lore with Sam.

You always knew how to push my buttons
You give me everything and nothing
This mad mad love makes you come running
To stand back where you stood
I wish you would, I wish you would
I wish you would, I wish you would

I, I, I, I, I, I wish, I wish...

After a long day of research and preparing for the hunt on the vampires, we all decide to get some rest for the days to follow. Luckily, it's all 3 of us going on this one, not just Dean and I or Dean and Sam. I have a quick shower before changing into my night clothes and grabbing my book to start reading for a while.
Just as I finish the book, I hear a light tap at my door, I put my book down before checking the time: 2AM. I let out a mental groan before opening the old wooden door to reveal Dean.
"I have something to say that I wanted to say for a while but never got round to saying it and I can't sleep so here goes" Dean coughs awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck. "Look, I really like you, no wait scrap that, I love you and I don't know where we went wrong-" I lean up and cut him off with a passionate kiss.
"I love you too" I say to Dean after pulling away for air, I go back to kissing him before he can run off and hide again.

2 AM, here we are
See your face, hear my voice in the dark
We're a crooked love in a straight line down
Makes you wanna run and hide
But it made us turn right back around

I wish you would come back
Wish I never hung up the phone like I did
I wish you knew that I'll never forget you as long as I live.
And I wish you were right here, right now, it's all good.
I wish you would

I wish you would come back,
Wish I never hung up the phone like I did.
And I wish you knew that I'll never forget you as long as I live.
And I wish you were right here, right now, it's all good.
I wish you would

I wish we could go back
And remember what we were fighting for.
And I wish you knew that I miss you too much to be mad anymore.
And I wish you were right here, right now, it's all good.
I wish you would

You always knew how to push my buttons
You give me everything and nothing
This mad mad love makes you come running
To stand back where you stood
I wish you would, I wish you would
I wish you would, I wish you would

I, I, I, I, I, I wish, I wish
I, I, I, I, I, I wish, I wish
I, I, I, I, I, I wish, I wish you would