Drama, as Simple as That (One Direction Fan-Fic)

Chapter 4

Chapter 4:

*Ellie’s POV*

We had just finished recording, and we were back home. Louis had tried kissing me and hugging me, but something just felt wrong about it. I feel like it no longer has meaning, and if it does not very much.

“Alright I’m leaving now!” Louis yelled from the living room. The rest of the boys and I were in our own room. I ran downstairs to see Louis heading to the door. “Wait! Where are you going?” I asked. “oh just going to visit a high school friend.” I replied unsteady. “The same as yesterday?” “Yea!” he responded quickly. “ Okay, just don’t come home late.” “Alright” he kissed me, but I didn’t kiss back. He stared at me for a moment and left.

Maybe I don’t have anything to worry about. Its probably just one of his guy friends. I went to Louis and mine’s room to watch some TV, just to help my mind get off of things. It didn’t help me at all. Memories flooded back to what Louis was capable of doing.

*Flashback*

Louis finally let me sit on the couch. He sat a bit too close to me, considering he doesn’t know me that  well. We just sat there in silence. “You look different.” Louis finally broke the silence. “Is that a bad thing?” I asked. “No! not at all. You look beautiful.” “Oh. Well thanks.” “How come you don’t dress like this at school?” Well that kinda hurt. I did have a sense of fashion, I just didn’t like wearing stuff that attracted others. I don’t wanna be like Natalie, and now Hannah. “ I just feel more comfortable in my other clothes.” I answered. “Oh, that’s cool” he replied. Well let the silence sink back in.

This whole time I just stared at the floor. I felt Louis staring at me, so I turned to him to tell him to stop. Then the unexpected happened. He kissed me. Yes this was my first kiss and I didn’t know how to kiss back. I got the hang of it after a while. He was really cute so I just let him kiss me. I didn’t feel like myself. The kiss got too heated to fast, and that’s when I came back to my senses. I pushed him off.

“Louis, why the hell did you do that?!” I said. Anger flushed through me. I didn’t want a guy to take advantage of me. Did he think I was stupid!?  “ Ellie, I’m sorry I didn’t mean too.” He answered guilty. “Then what were you trying to do!?” “ I don’t know. I just felt the urge to kiss you.” Did he really just say that? Since I was in my angry mode, I replied instantly, not thinking of anything. “Considering that you were moaning and making babies with Hannah when I came here, I don’t want you to kiss me!” Then a question filled my head and I wanted an answer, quickly. “ Im such a geek, why did you want me to come over!!!”

Silence took over him once again. I wasn’t just going to stand there and wait for an answer forever, so I went towards the door, about to leave. “Wait!” Louis yelled. I turned to face him with a hand on my hip. “What.” I said a bit more calm. “I invited you over because there’s something different about you. I just wanted to hang out become friends.” I was shocked. I had no friends, at all. I was a pure loner everywhere I went. Then he continued, since I wasn’t saying anything. “Look you might think I have true friends, but I don’t. All those girls I hang out with are just flings from the night before.” Was he expecting to have a fling with me?

“what about Hannah!? You seem like the best of friends.” I said. “We used to be. Now its all about pleasuring each other.” He said. “I just really wanna be friends with you. Nobody knows you and I would like to.” He sounded like he was pleading. After a while, I gave in. “ Alright, we can hang out.” With that his eyes lit up. He dragged me to his couch, and e started talking. He was so different than I expected. People said he was a jerk and only cared about having a good time. He told me about his dreams and achievements. He had a soft and sensitive said to him. I guess he didn’t want others knowing.