"Em, Wake up It's 8:30, we leave in 30 minutes." He taps my arm for me to wake up. Even though I've been up for a while now, I didn't tell him. I didn't want to change positions, he's had his arm around me for a while now and I was laying on his chest with my feet on a different chair. I couldn't have been more comfortable.
"I'm up" I motion to scretch while still laying on him.
"Are you ready for this?"
"Not really." I reply honestly, He let's go of me to grab our few belongings, and I groan.
"What was that about?" He looks up at me and smile.
"Nothing, Just stretching." I knew he knew that I was lying, but hedidn't say anything, and neither did I.
We walk the hallway of the airport to get to the air plane, and I must admit I'm scared. I've never been outside of town with a boy before. It doesn't matter if he's my stepbrother he's still a boy, and I'm not sure about this.
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"Have you ever been on airplane before?" I ask Chad as we're sitting next to each other and he's grabbed my hand so tight, I thought my hand would fall off.
"Yes, but not with so many people." He looks around, and I could tell he was nervous. Instead of letting go of his hand like I'd usually do, I hold on.
"We got this." I smirk.
Not listening to anything the workers on the airplane were saying, I lay my head onto Chad's shoulder.
Not too long ago I was on airplane, going to North Carolina, alone. Meeting my new family. Now I'm on an airplane visiting New York, with my stepbrother. Who I have mixed emotions for.
A year ago, not even two months ago I would've never thought I'd be in this predicament.
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CHADS P.O.V
Have you ever looked at someone while they were doing absolutely nothing, and just smiled because you love them so much?
That's how I feel about Emily. I know she's my step sister, but I have feelings for her. Feelings for her that I haven't had in a long time for anyone else.
I told her I haven't been on an airplane with a lot of people just so I could hold her hand, I love it when she lays on me. I know she feels the same about me, she's just scared to admit it.
I love every thing about her, even the things she's grown to hate on herself.
Her mom is supposed to be meeting us in New York City tomorrow morning at 10a.m. I don't know how I would mention it to her, but I know she's not happy here, and I was in the car with her when she called her mom, but didnt get an answer.
I knew, if they would make up, she'd be leaving with her mom, and I'd be leaving by myself. I was scared of the fact that' there's a 50% chance she'd be leaving me, but then theres also an 100% chance that She'll be happy if she did leave with her.
If she was happy, I'm happy.
I haven't really seen her smile since she's been here, only a few times. And of course her smile makes me smile.
I continue to watch her, she's been laying down on my chest for the whole ride, and her hair smells so good. I know she's not sleep because she's moving. She doesn't move as much when she's sleeping. I seem like a stalker, but I just love watching her do everything, from laugh to cry.
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"Are we there yet?" I lift my head up, still holding onto his hands.
"No, but we're going to be landing soon" he says, looking at me.
I look away, and focus my eyes out the window. It was a beautiful day really. The clouds looked like soft, soft pillows that I would love sleeping on.
I'm still extremely tired, and I'm hoping that we'd go to the hotel, or wherever we were gonna stay over night at, just so I could get a quick nap in.
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"We're here!" Chad says, we walk off of the airplane, and he's holding our bags. "What would you like to do first? After we get the rental car of course."
"Well...I was hoping that I could take a quick nap if you didn't mind."
"Oh. Well yeah you can, I'll get the car, and then we can stop by the hotel.. And later we could do something fun I guess then."
He sounded upset, and I couldn't bare to see his face expression if his voice was already heartbreaking enough.
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We've been in the hotel for about an hour now, we haven't unpacked anything, we've just been laying down on the bed, looking into the ceiling, we were in the Big Apple but yet we were here, laying down in a hotel.
We move closer to each other, as I start to yawn. For some odd reason Lil Wayne's song pops in my head, "dick in your mouth while ya yawning, I'm going in!" I laugh to myself for a few seconds, and I see Chad Smile at me.
"Why are you smiling?" I ask, turning over so we're face to face.
"It's nothing" he continues to smile, and he's so adorable.
"No, what! Tell me." I laugh.
"It's just that.."
"It's just what?"
"You're.."
"I'm...?"
We sit in complete silence.
"DO I HAVE A BOOGER IN MY NOSE? OH MY GOSH THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING."
I attempt to get up, but he pulls me back down laughing harder.
"Haha No you don't Em."
"Then what is it?"
"Do you really want to know?"
"Yes, I really do."
"Well..."
"Well... What."
"You're beautiful." He smirks, he grabs my hand, and moves closer to me. We both smile at each other for a while, and I lean in closer to him.
Lips to lips.
And I kiss him.
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