Forgive me (Melix Fanfiction)

I was sick of everything

That day I couldn't take that anymore.
I was tired of staying silent,tired of seeing him like that,tired of staying away from life
I was sick of everything

A little while ago

«Hey Felix I'm home!»
I screamed closing the door,putting the groceries on the floor
No response.
I happily ran into Felix's recording room to greet him properly.
Obviously he was playing videogames.
I gently put my arms around his neck
«Hey honey» I said smiling
«Oh,hi.» he replied cold,looking at me for a moment,then looking back at the screen again.
He didn't even give me a kiss.
I watched him one last time and exited the room,taking little steps to the door.
Did I do something wrong?Or it's just that freaking videogames that are taking him away from me?
I walked to the kitchen.
«Usually he'd help me to put all of this away..guess today I'm doing it alone.»
I said putting all of the groceries away in their places.I checked the time and it was already 1 pm
Damn it.
I gave the pugs their dog food,then cooked some pasta and added some sauce.
Good and fast.
«Felix!»I called loudly sitting on my chair.
«FELIX!»I called again,this time a bit louder.
Again,none responded.
I got up of the chair and walked trough the hallway to Felix's recording room again and opened the door.
«Felix.»I said tapping on his shoulder
«What»he said quickly,removing one headphone.
«I was calling you,food's ready» I said staring in his pale blue eyes.
«Go ahead and eat,I'll be there in a few moments»he said putting his headphones back on.
I nodded and returned once again to the kitchen.I started eating my pasta while"playing"around with it.
Lately I feel like everything became boring.Felix is almost never with me,always in his room"with" his fans,away from the rest of the world..including me.
I wasn't even that hungry,maybe I wasn't at all.
I got up and put my dish in the dishwasher.
I took my phone and my laptop and started walking across the hallway
one more time.
He was going in the opposite way,to the kitchen.
Silence.
Our shoulders touched but there was some kind of cold between us,like if I was touching ice or something.
I sat on the sofa and I opened my laptop to edit some videos,but a text distracted me from that.
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Hey y'all!
So,I decided to write a fanfiction,finally and I really need your help to let me know what you would think of it!
I already have a few chapters ready,so I just need your opinion.
Comment with all of your thoughts,either good or bad ones! :)
Sara
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