Songs for Sehun

My story

"We have high hopes for you Luhan, you're exceedingly talented and well received so we hired renowned music producers to create some beats for you but we are leaving the lyric writing to your own expertise. You see we want you to tell your story in your upcoming album. We think it will be a great way for you to further connect with your fans and show them not only the new and improved you but the real you", my manager said as he handed me a disc that I assume contains the beats.

"Of course sir, thank you very much for your kindness and confidence", I said with a bow then exited the room. "My story hmmm I wonder what I should express.I definitely want to break my innocent flower boy image and show my fans that I really do appreciate and love them. Love them, love them, love, love him, the love of my life, Sehun. Everything always goes back to him. He's what I miss most. I had to break away from my previous company because I was receiving unfair treatment and my health was being negatively impacted, but in leaving the band I had to leave my boyfriend. Although we didn't break up it's been nearly impossible to stay in touch or meet up because I'm currently engaged in legal disputes with SM entertainment over contract termination and lawsuit bullshit. I know what I need to do. I'll make a few of my songs about my struggle, goals, and career but the rest and the majority will be for Sehun. They will contain my emotions that I haven't had the chance to express to him so when I finally see him I can sing them for him and be able to say that they were for and about him. I'll let him know he's my muse as well as my everything. Gosh I miss my yehetter. Watching him on tv just isn't enough anymore. Also that glow up tho. Boy's fine and tall as hell. Oh shit does this mean I can't top anymore!? Well whatever I wouldn't mind letting that fine peice of sebooty dominate me for a change. We could always take turn because lord knows I'm always up for a round two. Anyways I digress... The main point is that I need to do something for my Hunnie because being away from him is killing me, he's my everything and I need to make sure that he still knows that.

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So i opened up the CD, put it into my sound system, took out my notebook, blasted the beats, and started writing. The first beat definitely went hard so I decided that I would use it as an introduction so people could get to know my ways, dreams, and aspirations. This was the beat that was gonna break my cute little delicate flower boy image and my lyrics were going to solidify that. The beat is totally trap so I should pick a word or phrase and repeat it a lot so it's catchy. So the first thing that came to my mind to combat my past image was "good good". You see I've got that good good, I've got that got that good good. Perfect because good good is anything but innocent. You see if you've got the good good you've got quite the dick and are very good at fucking and I know most people think I'm tiny and submissive but hell no bitches I top and it's time that the world knows that I Xi Luhan can be sexy too and am not nearly as innocent as you think I am. This one's for you Sehun-ah because you can attest to how good I am although I can't wait to see how good you are as well. Boy I've been watching you and I know you've got it going on. I'm also gonna add in how people should just do whatever they want, be passionate, and have fun. Also I'm gonna be a little arrogant because as cocky as it sounds I'm really feeling myself at the moment and with this beat how could I not! You know what, fuck it, I'm gonna rap too because I fucking can!