anime: baccano
characters: czeslaw, issac, miria
genre: fluff (family)
It seems your long life has been filled with nothing but pain,
when will being alive stop hurting
you can still feel it ,
the hot coals,
the sharp prongs
and the knives slicing away at your skin as if its mere paper.
The gift of eternal life does not stop the pain,
during the pain , the suffering, all you wished for was that you'd just die.
just so the agony will end.
for years you were tortured,
for years you were tormented by HIM
and when he finally died, oh when you kill him , you expected the ache to go away
but it didn't , you were just left with the same pain, but now...guilt and distrust
but the guilt , pain and distrust became your friends
they were all you had left,
no one else could be trusted.
anyone else would just cause you more pain
Czelaw awoke with a scream , in a fit of cold sweat, panting. tears streamed down his face, the room was dark and he was alone again ...with just his pain, guilt and distrust to keep him company. like always. The door burst open, two worried faces came into view, isaac and miria ran over to the bedside holding baseball bats." oh Cze are you okay? did the monster try to get you....dont worry isaac and i are here to fend him off". Isaac smile brightly swinging around the bat, " yeah Cze , i'll get em'! " . Miria crawled under the sheet with czelaw pulling him close " yeah isaac'll get him good ...so dont worry okay Cze". How could he worry ... how could he worry when two of the bravest and stupidest people he knew were going to take his pain away.
