No one said life was easy

Part 2

*knock at the door* "Hey Josh you came right on time haha come in!" "Thanks I've been feeling quite down in the dumps lately" "well you are emo so aren't you always down in the dumps hehe" i giggle but see he isn't impressed "I can be happy it's just Jasmine broke up with me and I'm over it I just want to know why" "awh it's ok" I move in close for a friendly hug and then it happens. We lock eyes and he says "Samantha I've always loved you for as long as I've known you and I've never gotten the chance to do this but here it goes" he puts his hands on my cheeks and pulls me towards him. In my head my mind was wondering still processing what is happening then our lips make contact and I felt a spark, I didn't want to pull back I wanted Josh to pull me in closer. 30 seconds of making out and I realised that I have a boyfriend and this is wrong so I pull back and yell " STOP! I can't do this I have a boyfriend and you're my best friend it's not right" he moves himself closer to me and says "but you liked it right? I love you so much Samantha I can't live without you deep inside I wanted to brake up with Jasmine because throughout our relationship I thought of you and always talked about you" "Josh....." I said seeing the pain in his eyes "Please Samantha just one more kiss before you hate me" without me answering he grabs me by my waist and pulls me in, again I don't struggle this time I wasn't going to stop him because as we locked lips and felt his passion and at that point I found out I had feelings for him all along and I never new but now I have to think what am I going to do after this will I tell Hamish? Will me and Josh do this again?

*This is what I have so far hope you like it ✌🏻️👊🏻*