standing at my room and looking infront of the window,and saying
I miss the way she smiling at me
I always remember the time when we were happy and laughing together
I want to see her beautiful face all over again
I want to touch her softly skin
I want to hug her all over again
I want to kiss her lovely lips
If only i bought her flowers
If only i spent my time WITH her
If only i helped her when she was doing something hard
If only i gave her importanced when she was on my side
It is all my fault
I am so bad
I can't forgive myself anymore
because of what i did to her
they are so right i am a selfish
,,,jerk!
im not supposed to be love because i am a selfish and stupid!
thats why she leave me
But right now
i am trying to be
good and great
so that she will come back to me
but i know the things
that i wanting will never be happen again
because i know that she has a new one
one who will treat her like a princess
one who will do everything to make her happy
one who will proudly tell to public that she is beautiful
in all ways
and from that i realized that
we're not really meant for each other
that i am not the right one for her
and she is not the one for me
maybe i have to change myself
so that i cannot hurt her feelings anymore and the feelings of others.
