Living With The Dead...

Luaren's Final story.

I heard a shouting it was clear like it wasn't too far away. It was Leon, i watced as tears were in Sarah's eyes,  felt so sorry for her. It must be so hard for her as she has been through this before with him but then to move and get it again and lose him was really tuff on her. For once in my life, i was heart broken that Leon was gone, he got us here and not one of us thanked him.

I kept running, everything was a blur. Zombies were humming everywhere, i moved and fell on a IV, i alway hated those things. I could feel someone touching my legs, i pulled my gun on them and pulled hte trigger but nothing happned, shit i was out of bullets, i had none on me, i gave them to Scott to hold. I cried as i knew this was the end for me. I didn't want to die here.

All of a sudden i felt pain in my leg, i looked down and some half dead person was chewing on my leg, i had no strength to push him away, if it was a him. I seen it when Peter dies, i seen what he was, they all thought i was sleeping but i was woken up by the humming. I looked up and hrough my tears i ould see more zombies but none of the group.

More and more zombies were getting closer to me and i knew this was it i was going to be eaten alive. I froze in my plce, i did try and crawl but i couldn't the pain was too much, i had never been much for pain. I remembered back to when i was little and how i told my mum and dad how i wanted to grow up.

Flashback....

I ran around the hall, in my pink ballet suit and hair all done up nice. "Mummy, mummy, i wanna be a princess when i'm older" i laughed as i ran around her. "Is that right dear? Well then a princess you will be" she chuckled as she tried to grab hold of me. I was five years old and thinking life would turn out to be like that. I looked up and trough ym tears i could see my mum and dad smiling at me, i was near the end, i knew it.

"Dad i can go alone" i moaned as i jumped out the car, it was my first day of beauty school and dad was crying. "i know honey, i'm just so proud and so is your mum, don't forget to call us every night" and ith that he kissed my cheek and i jumped out the car. Walking into the college, i was getting the stares and the laughs and the paper being thrown at my face.

I was made up in all my make up and dress but people around here was dressing in short skirts and short tops i was out of place, they all had fake tan on and i didn't. Everyoe had percings but i never, i was too scared o get them done. I moved into ym room with these two other girls dressed the same looking at me.

"hey, i'm Lauren" i smiled but they had other plans, i was pushed into some tight, shrt stuff and pulled out the room. Everyone was whistling and doing rude signs, i was pushed into another building. They shut the door on me and i huffed, i turned around and kept walking, all the football men ere here, looking at me with one thing on their minds.

I was about to walk away when i felt someone tug on my hair and pull me inot a room, i was ppushed up against a wall, my head filled with pain and i was scared, his hungry eyes staring at my outfit.... Again and again i was raped, i never told my mum or dad though, i told no one. I was hit and raped and i thought i was going to die. I spent three years there and had enogh, one night i got up and acted like i was going to get ready for the sex but i walked around to the window and jumped out, we was on the ground floor anyway,

I remembered when i fell into Scott and i broke down, he looked after me, he lved me, i love him. I remember the other night in the bar, i wanted to do something for him, he asked me to marry him and so i thought i should give him something. we had th most amazing sex ever but we had to be queit, i can still feel his ring on my finger.

End of flashback.........

I glanced down to my hand, i could see the skin peeling like an onion. I cried to myself the pain was excrushating and i couldn't stop it. I held on tight to the ring and closed my eyes ready and waiting for he pain to take over. Before i could close die i heard what i didn't want to hear.

"LAUREN I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!". I tried to open my eyes but i couldn't, i whimpered and then i faded into darkness and i could hear anything............