The scene is etched in my mind, an image I can't simply erase. The memory of Aurelie's advances, the unspoken desires between them, and how Alexander reciprocated lingers like an unwelcome guest. I blink, forcibly tearing my gaze away from the haunting mental image.
I redirect my focus, allowing my surroundings to anchor me in the present moment. The room surrounding me is an oasis of creative energy, a canvas waiting to be filled. It's the space for my upcoming exhibition, a project that requires my full dedication and attention. With a determined exhale, I remind myself that only a few more months stand between me and the completion of this endeavor.
The certainty of my impending departure weighs heavily on me, a reality that I can't escape. It's knowledge that's been hanging over my head, a truth I can't deny-I won't be staying once the exhibition concludes. The Sterling Gallery was once a dream, a place filled with hope and aspirations. But now, that dream feels tainted, the allure faded.
I take a deep breath, trying to steady the rush of emotions that threaten to overwhelm me. The air fills my lungs and then escapes in a measured exhale, a moment of calm amidst the storm within. To regain my focus, I reach for the map of my exhibition.
A lump forms in my throat, an emotional knot that tightens at the sight before me. Alexander's painting occupies the prime spot as the first centerpiece. Despite my efforts to quell the feeling, a surge of resentment courses through me-he doesn't deserve this recognition.
In a sudden surge of frustration, I tear the map in two, the rip echoing the rupture in our connection. He's a prick, my inner voice insists, fueled by the anger that's simmered for far too long. I push away from the scene, my steps guiding me through the room as my gaze falls upon another artwork-a depiction of a woman and a man. My heart feels like it's breaking all over again, the image resonating with my pain and disappointment.
A realization dawns on me, a sudden clarity that this piece is indeed the right choice. With determined steps, I move the artwork to the very spot where Alexander's painting had once hung. As the piece settles into its new place, a fresh layer of meaning reveals itself to me, a hidden theme that had been waiting to be uncovered all along.
Deception takes center stage in this arrangement - a universal theme that transcends boundaries, reaching even the untouchable echelons of the rich and powerful. It's a reflection of the world, a poignant reminder that no one is immune to the intricacies of deceit.
A smile tugs at the corners of my lips, a quiet contentment settling within me. This is my way of seeking retribution, a subtle retaliation for the emotions he's stirred within me. I expect the moment when Alexander will discover the alterations I've made and a small thrill courses through me at the thought of his reaction.
My attention shifts to the other pairings-the statues that stand as silent observers of this creative dance. One by one, I meticulously arrange the pieces, each placement bearing a significance that only I understand, a reflection of my thoughts and emotions woven into the exhibit.