LOVE. CONFESSIONS. ROCK N ROLL.

Chapter 3

I woke up in a really heavy hungover daze. What happened last night?

I feel a warmth on my chest. I turn to my right and see Tyler hugging my arm, half naked, but still in his boxers. I look down and notice that my torso is completely exposed. I jump up holding the blanket over my chest, and Tyler flips over to the other side still sleeping. I sit up for a moment trying to comprehend what happened.

Oh god...

Am I still a virgin?!

Please tell me I have not yet lost my virginity.

Without thinking, I sprung up with the blanket wrapped around my upper body and scurry to my brother's bunk.

As I get to his bunk, I notice there is a scrawny Mexican chick laying next to him... tramp.

I tried to quietly slap him with force. He stirred for a moment without opening his eyes and I give him another wack in the face.

He sprung up, waking the Mexican hoe up, and says "What the fuck, Melina? I'm hungover, tired, cranky, and don't feel well. What the hell do you want?!"

"Joshua this is important. So important that you might be called 'Uncle Joshy' in 10 months from now!" I exclaimed with my teeth gritted.

"What the hell are you talking about, Melina? And why are you wearing Tyler's blanket...?"

"That's what I'm getting to... I'm saying that you're baby sister might be growing up a little bit... in the context of virginity!"

Josh's eyes widen open at the sound of my words. "You had sex??!! Who the fuck do I have to beat the shit out of?!"

He sprang from his bed and hesitated. He looked down on the blanket that was wrapped around me.

"Tyler," I heard him mumble.

He angrily rushed over to Tyler's bunk where we were sleeping and grabbed his shoulder and yanked him off the bed. Tyler woke up and yelled, "What the fuck, man?!"

"You fucking slept with my sister you asshole! Don't act so fucking clueless!" Josh's face was so red as he kicked him in the ribs.

I watch in horror as my love is being beaten by my own brother. Helpless, Tyler manages to cough up a "What are you talking about?!"

All the band members suddenly pop right out of their beds to witness what was happening so late in the morning. They get out and try to separate Josh from basically trying to put Tyler in the hospital.

They manage to get Josh away from Tyler as they try to pick him up off the floor, nose bleeding.

"Why'd you fuckin' do it, dude?!" Josh hollers in Tyler's direction. "I trusted you! I fucking believed you!"

Sitting against the wall, Tyler says "I didn't do anything! I would've remembered if I had sex with her because I wasn't that hammered! I don't remember much but I know we didn't! All I remember is her trying to get up all on me and I tried to stop her! I didn't do anything to her, man!"

"BULLSHIT! THEN WHY WERE YOU SLEEPING TOGETHER HALF NAK-"

"STOP! EVERYONE SHUT UP!" Sky interrupts the fighting. "There are cameras placed in every corner in the ceiling of this room. We need authorities or just ask Pepé the bus driver to give us the videos from last night. Then we can see what really happened last night. Deal?"

Jeffree, like the horny transgender he is, goes, "And if they really did something then we got ourselves some fresh, raw, great A+ porno." He let's out a nose exhale and everyone looks at him and roles their eyes.

"Right," Sky says. "Let's go ask Pepé for the videos."

I stay back in the bunk room by myself while everyone else goes with Sky to get the videos from Pepé. I try to think about what happened last night but I can't remember anything. Ugh what the hell. I get up and try to find my shirt but I have no idea where the fuck it is, so I just grab one of Josh's t-shirts and put it on over my shorts that I had on already.

All of a sudden Jeffree comes strutting into the room with the tapes in his(?) hands in the air and says, "We got the porno here! Who needs popcorn? And maybe a condom or two?"

"All right very funny Jeffree," Josh says, snatching the tapes out of his hand, "Let's see what this fucker did to my sister."

Tyler shakes his head and put his hand on his face. Josh goes up to the TV to put the tapes in.

To avoid extreme embarrassment, I shuffled to get out of the room so I didn't have to watch it. I open the door and leave the room, shutting it behind me. I lean against the back of the door and thought to myself. I really wanna know what happened. I sigh. My curiosity got the best of me when I creaked open the door a little bit and peaked in.

I looked at the screen to see me and Tyler stumble into the room. Well, more like me stumbling into the room with him trying to help balance me. He doesn't look drunk at all and I'm completely trashed. I fell on the floor and took Tyler down with me. He fell on top of me and I hear a howel that probably came from my wasted ass, and I see myself wrap my arms and legs around Tyler as he lays on top of me. I see that we made out on the floor for a minute and then he pulled me back on my feet. I was trying to say something but slurring my words because I was so fucking hammered. I see that I try to take Tyler's pants off, and he tried to push me back but I laughed and went right back at him again.

"Aw what the fuck Tyler you should've let the girl get her shindig on!" Jeffree commented with no one's response.

In the video, I eventually got his belt unbuckled and whipped it out and threw it accross the room. His pants fell to the ground and I let out a "WOOO" while trying to get down there. He pushed me away and he tried to restrain me by pulling me into a tight hug and waddling me over to his bunk. I got out of his embrace and threw myself onto the bunk while laughing. I see myself taking my shirt off and trying to throw it across the room, hitting Tyler with it in the face. He whips it off himself, but not fast enough to stop me from taking my bra off. Oh fuck. He leaves for a second and returns with a blanket (the one I had on this morning!) and throws it on top of me while trying to tuck me in. He takes his shirt off and gets into bed with me, wrapping his arms around me, not caring if he has a blanket or not. I see I try to get back with him but he still grabs me, restraining me from moving any more. I see myself calming down a bit and finally it looks like we both fell asleep, him hugging me.

Holy fuck. This was my fault.

"AW BOOOO WHERES THE ACTION?!" Jeffree yells, throwing his arms in the air as Josh stops the tape.

There was a moment of silence. Nobody notices me peaking in still.

Josh turns to Tyler, tears running down his face. Tyler, sitting on the floor with no expression in his face, looks at Josh, and says nothing. They both stand up, and Josh walks over to Tyler and gives him a bro hug, Tyler hugging him back.

"I'm so sorry, man."

After another 3 minutes of silence, I walk into the room. I look at Tyler, and I start to cry.

He pulls me into a tight hug.

"Thank you so much," I say, tears staining his shirt. "I love you."