Jimmy's POV
It was snowing on my way home from the store. It has been below freezing this whose winter. The only reason I was out was because James has been acting different so I got some flu medicine I thought he might be sick. "What the hell happend here james?!?" I got home and all James's shit was laying around the house. I had only left for 30 minutes."Damn what has gotten into you!I come home to something wrong every god damn day! Even if it's for 30 minutes!" I couldn't stop yelling then I finally said. "Let's just clean this up and watch a movie." We got it all clean and got ready to watch a movie. I put in a scary movie even though James doesn't like them. "Jimmy can I sit by you?" "Of course you can." We started watching the movie about twenty minutes into the movie James started to sob. "Baby what's wrong? Are you OK? " " Ya I just *sniffle* have to go use the bathroom." He was in the bathroom for a long time. So I got up to go check on him. "Mmmm the taste of blood" I heard him wisper. "James are you in here please let me in. " Um OK just a second.
James's POV
I ran to the bathroom so I could cut again. I have been bad for a long time and I just want to tell him the truth. I have been cheating on him not for the first or second time more like fifteenth time and he doesn't know. It started at the beggining of winter. I have been depressed since jimmy started working. I've been having issa over to my house when jimmy isn't home. " James are you in here please let me in" I heard with his sweet soft voice. "Um ya just a second" I replied. I looked down at the blood dripping down my arm. I put on my thick sweater that I always were to hide the scares. He still doesn't notice how often and how long I'm in the bathroom until now. "I'm coming in" He pronounced. I started the shower to make it seem like I was OK. "Baby I thought we were watching a movie" He said as he opend the door. "My stomach started to hurt so I'm... Going to take a shower." "May I join?" He asked "Yes I don't mind." We got in the shower I forgot that he didn't know that I cut. We got in and the fresh wounds started to drip blood a little on the ground. "Baby what's wr........ Oh my god James what is this? Why would you do this to yourself?" "Because I deserve it. There is a lot you don't know about what happens when your not here." " Like what it can't be bad enough to do that to yourself." "Yes it is I I cheated on you fifteen times!!!!!!" "Ba...baby why tell me please. I can help you. "Because you are gone all the time and I just miss you!" "Why didn't you just tell me? I want to help you I will always love you!"
Jimmy's POV
"Turn around and lay on the ground." "Why? What are you going to do to me?" "GO NOW!" He got on the floor like I orderd. I got on top of him and graves the lube off the side and prend it. "Wait jimmy no lube turn off the water I deserve pain for what I did" I did as he said then slowly started in. "FUCK! FUCK!" James yelled. I stopped and pulled it back out. I started in again and went all the way. "Tell me when to go" I said. "OK go" I started off slow then I heard him moan. I went a little faster and he started to moan louder. We got out of the shower and went to the room. "OK I think we need to stop OK." "OK" I said.
Late winter/early spring
" OK so it has been a wile since the "incidence" and I wanted to check your arms." I pulled up James sleave. I hadn't seen new cuts. I think since I quit my job James stopped cutting now that I'm home. So I goit him a suprise. I took him to the hog hat. Our favorite place to drink they don't have any good food. So I think we are good now so we don't have to worry about each other. "I LOVE YOU JIMMY" "I LOVE YOU JAMES"
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