8 days. 8 days before 2015, there was a different winter, the wind blew in a manner so different, the peaceful solitude of loneliness was back then and I was a girl who knew nothing.
8 days before new year's, a year ago, the sun was less brighter, the starry sky was a distant memory and there was no moon.
8 days after it began.
2015 came and it is now just about to end. I know that this whole idea of new year just exists in our heads but how beautiful it is that in our minds, hearts and souls we get a chance to start over new. 2015 was my soul year. What is a soul year?!
Soul year is a year that affects your soul in such a way that it feels like magic and it cannot be described in words or through pictures; it is just that one year that gives you all and although it takes away certain things but all in all it is that one year that makes you feel like you can do anything in this universe and beyond.
It is like your favourite song playing over and over again for 365 days and you don't even get bored with it. It is like having pizza everyday and it is like having to smell books with someone who equally admires the essence of it.
It is like finding treasures in books and keeping it back again just to leave another unknown soul in amusement of this immortal joy.
It has certain hard impressions too. It taught that sometimes you have to keep loving and never stop. It taught people switch places with you or without you. But sometimes you love people more than the places they hold and they equally do. But the clocks sometimes tick-tocks way to fast than our hearts. It taught vivacious ways that certain friends become families. And more than that you can love a friend in an odd way. You can find a kid and a cherished companion in another. And you can give chances to people who have been seeking through your windows for quite a long time. You could love an animal, one among the species you have an irrational fear attached to. And most importantly how all these people love you back and admire you with your odds and difficulties which sometimes you seem to get bothered with.
It is all good things in the world.
Thank you 2015.
8 days. 8 days before 2016, there is a different winter, a winter so magnificent and the wind blows in a rhythm so familiar. The peaceful solitude is now filled with people so lovable, the starry sky is visible all day now. Sometimes in the faces of the people who now fill the world with glitter not so sharp for others but the world to me.
The life in which you seem to have so many responsibilities but you keep a smiling way to serve everybody. Because that's the way you've been enjoying it the whole time.
The moon. Oh the moon, it still changes it's moods but it is happy sight now and I am a happy girl who knows things and is eager to learn more. Who wants to spread a little smile on every face she meets.
Because every smile means and leaves me with a little more push to a meaningful more.
Every person counts no matter what.
Some people means the heart.
Good Lord, a year can do so much.
