Her Secret

Chapter 43

Mahaganys POV

I can't believe Dj, actually came back in my life the way he did. I knew he was angry I left him, but I didn't know he would go and do something like this to me and my family just to get me back. I was still a little afraid for my families safety but after the detectives came and told us he has no chance of seeing the sun again I was secure. They also told me that they wanted me and August to testify against him in court. I was willing to but August was skeptical for me too, he said he didn't want me to get scared when I saw him and pass out again. I assured him I would be fine. Today was the day I got to go home and I was excited to see my kids, because I miss them so much, especially now that the baby I was expecting to have is no longer exsistant, I wanted to see them more than ever. August was talking to one of our security guards while my mother helped me pack and get situated. I told her about my father talking to me about waking up during my coma, and she started crying, she said she didn't know what would have happened if I was gone like he was, which made me cry. Soon enough it was time to head out and we looked out the window to see paparazzi lined up and ready to ask hella questions. I looked at August.

"You ready handsome?"
"I'm ready if your ready beautiful."
"Lets go."

He grabbed my hand and we headed outside as soon as we got out the paparazzi swarmed us. Our security protected us as millions if people slung recorders in our faces asking us about the dj situation, and what happened. We finally made it in the car and I sighed and August did the same while pecking my for head as the driver drove off. I laid in his arms and pulled out my phone and so wayyy to many things to try to look at from the past three months.I set it back down and just squeezed Augusts arm while thinking about the kids. When we made it home I saw a "welcome home mommy" banner on our entrance gate. I poked my bottom lip out and August squeezed me tight.

"Who made it?"
"Me and the kids when I came home last weekend and told them you would,be coming home soon."

I smiled and we pulled up in the yard. August got out and helped me out and I took one thousand deep breaths before walking into the house I haven't seen in months. As soon as I got inside I saw Angel and Melvin sitting on the floor holding a sign saying "we've missed you". Before my tears slipped out Angel ran to me crying I dropped to the floor and pulled her into my embrace, letting her cry in my arms while I cried on her shoulder. I felt empty, I love her so much, she was my first born, my first daughter, my first love and I've never been away from her so long. Melvin then crawled over to me, and I kissed him repeatably. He's so big now and I can't believe I've missed out on so much since I've been away. While I lay kissing them both Angel was still crying.

"Stop crying baby girl."
"I just missed you so much mommy."
"I missed you and your brother soo much. I love you guys so much."
"Love, you, too."

She said while sniffling in between each word. I laughed and kissed them once again and looked up at August who was standing over us.

"Y'all don't even be doing me like that when I come from off tour."

We laughed and August picked both of them up. I stood up and he but his bottom lip and leaned into my lips. I took them full force and the kids eventually got tired of our make out session because they pushed us apart. I hugged my mother-in-law and us two made dinner. After awhile she left and we put the kids to bed and me and August went to our bedroom. I hopped in the shower, and while I was in I rubbed my stomach just thinking about the baby I couldn't feel any more. I was saddened but I was ready to move forward. I went back into the bedroom and saw August gathering his things for the shower. I thought about the situation again and I thought to myself "what about my husband?" I mean Dj beat me up pretty bad, but he shot August, I'm blessed that he's still here today. He hopped in the shower and when he got out I stood up and walked over to him with his shirt off. I saw the medical tape on his chest where he was shot, I haven't even seen it yet. I stood in front of him, while He towered over me, because everyone knows he's a giant. We didn't speak he just looked down at me while I peeled the tape off. After I took it off my eyes began to water again. His wound was very well healed but over it it read, "and I'll do again for her- Mahagany Alsina" I started crying while pulling his lips to mine. He didn't fail to kiss back. He picked me up while I attacked his lips. He cut the lights off and laid us in bed. I wouldn't let him even get a chance to breath or even move an inch from my lips. He pulled the covers over us I placed my hand on his cheek while he pulled me close and helped me with the kiss. After loving on him for awhile I placed my hand over the wound with the tattoo over it and kissed it repeatably. He lifted my chin while kissing my lips again. He pulled away and looked at me.

"I love you soo fucking much, I'd do anything for you."

I nodded.

"I know, you already took the bullet."

He rubbed my lips before kissing them and then pulling me close and falling asleep.