There's a girl
she doesn't know how to handle things
everything's spinning out of control...
Sometimes she can convince herself that she's not really alive...
maybe shes in a nightmare...
.... and she just can't wake up?
save me from myself.
You would never guess her secret she was hiding if you only knew her.
she hid it so darn well...
she seems so happy...
Do you wanna know the secret she is hiding inside with a smile?
she cut's herself
she doesn't really know why
and she doesn't understand why she did it...
But the one thing she does know ...
is that she can't stop.
But why?...
when she feels alone and left out of no control...
and overwhelmed with emotion...
cutting helps her calm down and she is able to think...
But at the same time....
when she feel's so numb...
Empty...
Cutting helps her feel alive even just for a minute.
someone please save me from myself?
she didn't have an easy childhood...
there were always arguments...
always giving...
... never recieving
and she never felt good enough...
... important enough
who would care if i self harmed?...
everyone's better off without me...
that's what i tell my self each day...
she was everything ...
she was despised .
save me from nothing iv'e become.
sometimes she would sit in her room crying...
a razor blades in her hand to be ready ...
Hearing the laughter from across the halls from the other rooms...
she'd never felt more alone...
... and yet no one noticed ?
she just wanted a hug... ?
and not just a hug but someone to love her and rubs her back when she cries and tells her that its okay...
and that they care...
so why didn't they?
Somebody save me...
sometimes she thought about dying...
Just taking a load of pills... or a rope or anything she could find.
and ending everything...
she would never do it but sometime's she wanted to...
who would care after all right...?
you think the first one dead is just a game.
your broken
your depressed and there's no turning back.
she was only 15 or 16 years old
a lonely and misunderstood girl...
by the time she was 13 her body back then was covered in blood and cuts everywhere...
all she wanted was to be loved
was that too much to ask... ?
