KIM’s POV
Things do change and frantically speaking sometimes it hurts :( Guess what? That exact day na nagsorry si Ara ky Mika’ Cienne talked to me in private after..
***Flashback…
Cienne: We should stop na Kim. I’m sorry.
Me: Stop what Cienne? Di kita maintindihan, anu ba nangyare?
Cienne: Yung tayo, aaminin ko nagugustohan na talaga kita Kim pero di pa ung tipo na magrerisk katulad nila Ara and Mika. Ayoko na mas lumalim pa toh kc para ko na ring ginaya si Mela and I don’t want to do that to u.
Me: dumbfounded, araaay nyeta… Know what? Maybe you’re right bakit nga nmn magririsk sa isang katulad ko dba? Don’t take it sarcastically coz I don’t mean to be sarcastic to u. She changed her mind at nrerespeto ko yun, wala syang responsibilidad sakin dagdag sakit nnmn. We can’t possibly stop something when we literally have nothing to begin with.
Cienne: Makinig ka muna, pagpinatagal pa natin mga sweet moments natin ba-..nagsalita ako agad di ko na pinatapos.
Me: I heard enough Cienne, don’t worry wala kang kasalanan :) We’re friends right? And maybe hanggang dun lang tlga since u made up ur mind already tnx sa pagiging honest. I seriously did my best para mahalin mo din ako I even thought na pareho na tyo ng feelings, guess I was wrong.. Sge tulog na ko… Ingat nalang palage..
I managed to set her free in just few minutes, well hindi nmn sya akin kaya parang namaalam lang. Haaay! Angsakiiiiiiiiiiiit sakiiiiit sakiiiiiit… Lage nalang ganito nangyayare sakin.. I went outside our dorm and I decided to drive my car… and surprise surprise.. ended up parking outside Mela’s house >.<
***end of Flashback…
Sya parin pala ang tatakbohan ko perhaps she’ll remain as my bestfriend kahit na fail kmi sa lovers,haha, ayaw kong makaistorbo sa mga teammates ko kc mga pagod un. Days passed at si Ara and Mika lang ang sinabihan ko ng nangyari samin and guess what? Pareho silang wala d2 ngayon kc nagbakasyon lang naman sila sa Hongkong at take note silang dalawa lang talaga, taray! Which leaves me no one to whine to, nagaact ako na okay lang wala na naman akong magagawa e’ nkkahalata ngalang ung iba na di na kmi clingy ni Cienne. Oh’well. Panay labas namin ni Mela mga 1 week narin, palage akong barado pag magkasama kami my pagkabakla pnmn un>.< Batuhin banmn ako ng ice cubes sa bahay nila nung mapansin na natatahimik ako. Kaloka! Haha. Good thing kc kahit papano nalilimotan ko ang sakit.
You got a msg waf, u got a msg! Message tone ko, boses ni Ara at Mika. WAFFS daw kaming tatlo e, pati phone ko dinamay na..
