COME BACK TO ME [JANIEL]

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As the doctor came in and said "I'm sorry...no one else wants to donate blood that is compatible,but we will keep searching.."Okay I said with a fake smile...I started to be depress and think about self harm.Then I realized I had this drug in back pack from the night.It had some kind of drug that I got from the bar and it was some warning that if you use too much you might die..I considered it..

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It was later in the evening and the doctor didn't say anything of the surgery.I knew that he couldn't find the blood I needed.As the pain in my leg grew worse in pain..I was thinking of all my memories I had with Joey until that night...

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Later that night I tried to get my backpack and get that drug.I questioned my existence like no one will miss me..

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Before I took the drug I wrote a note for Joey..

"Dear Joey,

             Hello...I thought it was best to end this for all of us...no one would miss me...no one loved me....I always loved you and tried to get back with you...I thought we had a future...i took a drug that someone gave me at the club where we went...I...will..always..love...you..Joseph Michael Graceffa..

                                                                                                                                                         Love,

                                                                                                                                                                      Daniel."

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I took the drug with out thinking it through and there it went...I felt it run threw my veins and my blood.My eyes were starting to blur and I collapsed on the side of my bed.

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(JPOV)

I walked into the room to say sorry to Daniel about not helping , but I didn't see him...I saw the note..I read it with tears down my cheek and my heart ached in guilt..All because of this I got drunk with Shane.I could of saved him.I went to look for him around the room and saw him laying on the floor..I was crying...I brought in doctors to try to help him stay alive...I was going to sit there until he would come back to me.."Come back to me...Daniel" as I said crying..