I felt that shaking pain,
It crippled every vein,
Taking away every breath,
Gasping away, Thinking there's nothing left.
I cried every tear away,
Waited for the pain to fade,
Pushed away everyone who continued to shun,
Then I became comfortably numb.
I know there's nothing I should be able to feel,
But I still can't seem to heal,
Buried beneath the surface,
A deceased purpose.
Those things that made me smile,
Back when I still felt alive,
Shook away,
Sunk into the whelming pain.
I felt the blade,
It pierced all the way,
I pushed away everyone who continued to shun,
Then I became comfortably numb.