Frosted love

14

So this is a very mature scene towards the end so I hope you guys can handle it!
    A couple of days passed and I have not left my room,  Although we are heading back to Arendalle in a couple of hours. I miss Jamie deeply I need his warm hug to defrost my depression. I missed Hans perfectly plumped heated lips pressed tightly against mine. I touch my lips with sympathy and pity.
"Mam" a whisper came from my door. My maid looked at me and was quite surprised at my appearance.
"My queen! Are you feeling alright! Oh, look at you! You look so unhealthy! Very pale!" She checked my temperature and checked my pulse. I stared at myself in the mirror in front of me. I didn't see quite a difference although I did seem quite pale and the dark circles surrounding my eyes. I shed a tear and stupidly my maid found out
"Elsa is you crying, my dear queen tells me what's got you so down?" She kneeled In front of me holding my wrist.
"I-" I haven't heard my voice in days it was unrecognizable to my brain.
"You what?"
"I-miss"
"Who"
"Hans"
My maid indeed knew about Hans and I she believed he was dangerous and she was right.
"My dear Elsa, what have you done? He's dangerous, look at what he's done to you already!"
"I don't care I miss our experiences and our somewhat "love" I want him to use me again because I like it, I love it!" I snapped at her causing my ice to frost her wrist. she shook off the frost and walked out the door "oh and we leave in an hour, better gather your stuff and get ready because Princess Anna is looking forward to seeing you but she would be devastated to see you like this."  All I thought about was Anna and how disappointed she'd be if she saw me like this. She was the reason I got up and did my own luggage my maids took my luggage to the ship. As I roamed the halls of the castle I revisit many memories. For example, the door where I saw overly sober Hans, the wall where Jamie and I had our first kiss, and lastly the hall in which I frosted with my tears of the event. I got on the boat waiting to depart. Rumors have gone around that Jamie is as hurt as I am. I finally saw him he was very thin, extremely pale, and with a face of sadness, he stood along side his father. clearly, Not on the ship. I ran off deck to try to reach him.
"Jamie!" I shouted
He looked back and ignored me so I yelled again until I reached his arm.
"Jamie" I whispered
"Not now Elsa, go before I get publicly humiliated, again" he whispered back
"Jamie your an amazing gentleman but I'm not the one for you and I am terribly sorry. this was all my fault, will you be coming back?" 
"No, your majesty, I shall stay" he responded very coldly almost trying to make me feel bad, but I understood his decision and made perfect sense. I've become dangerous to him and his heart. I leaned in to give him a hug but he walked away. Instead of feeling the sadness I felt anger penetrate the atmosphere. I have to find  Hans and punish him. He broke me and Jamie, who didn't deserve this. I walked up to the dock and straight to my room. I was furious, I waited in my room until the boat began to move. I sat in my bed waiting for Hans to magically appear. I knew he would come to look for me, he always does. A knock came from my door I opened it and it was him. I pulled him in gripping his dark red tie that matched his hair. I sat him down on my bed,
"Wow what has got you" I cut off his sentence rudely and said
"Don't act like a fool you made me into this, you toyed with me and now I'ma use you for myself," I whispered sitting forwards on his lap.
"Please Elsa you"
"I know what I'm doing Hans and let me tell you one thing I am my own independent woman and I don't need a man to boss me around."
He didn't say a word he looked at me with curiosity.
"You don't know how much I missed you" I finally said and kissing the lips I've always wanted. My icy finger played to unbutton his vest. He helped to remove his vest and shirt while I unthawed my dress.
"I like this Elsa better" he groaned I quickly pushed him back putting his hand above his head locking them in. I knew he was going to say something against it. I began to kiss his neck. He voluntarily took off his trousers and shook them off. My hand traced down his torso to his hip bone
"Do it" he shook after breathing heavily
Without second guessing I did it. He moaned my name without caring of the world outside of us. I decided to take it all the way. We swapped positions as he his knees leads a gap of my thighs.
"Ready" he groaned pulling his weight on my body. He pushed it in deep. I slightly twitched causing me to hold on to the mountains on his back. All we heard was our huffing, puffing, moaning, and groaning
"H-Hans" I spoke quietly unleashing a quick moan. He's gone faster than I anticipated. I covered my mouth trying not to unleash my emotions. His muscular arms took hold of my back as he gently slowed down. He Kissed my neck down to my collar bone my finger tips began to frost just a bit. The slower he went the more pleasurable. He looked at me with his deep forest green eyes. Making me even weaker then I am already. He tugged my hair causing me to dig my nail deeper in his back. He'd moan every single minute, I wouldn't judge it was the best thing I've felt. Until he stopped my eye opened wide and looked back at him who was now by my side.
"I'm not done, the queen I don't want any part of you untouched" he leans into my breast and made them his. I quickly shut my eyes as he once again enters in me. This time in a different area. He moaned and said "God you're tight" he tried again and succeeded he took hold of my waist this time. He pushed in and out, this was a way different feeling than the other types. I moaned and gripped onto his dark red auburn hair. I bit my lip until it began to bleed. He kissed my lower torso and stopped. He came back to my height and sucked the blood of my lip.
"I like that" I whispered weakly
"Oh course you do"
I found it the right chance to take hold of him. I held him in my icy Palms he shivered by them. I did quick gestures to him and he moaned silently which was new because he's a loud one. I changed it up and took it to a new level. I took him inside of me my tongue swirled around him as he pushed it in deeper it was quite bigger than you've thought. I unleashed him and rested my head on his chest.
"Hans"
   "Yes, my queen?"
"I think I love you"
An awkward silence began and ended this new experience.
"Elsa, I-uh don't love anyone"
    "Well I think that can change" 
"No, I don't think So"
     "Yes it can and I'll help"
"Elsa, I'm dangerous and your special so I don't think anything serious can happen between us"
     "Are you serious Hans?"
"Yes Your unique girl and you don't deserve a man who tried to kill you and your family"
     "Then why did you want to meet me again?"
"I-I don't know"
     "Exactly!" 
The conversation was short but filled with emotion Elsa knew deeply she loved Hans. Little did she know Hans was as well started to feel something towards Elsa, although he tried to erase it but it always came back.
"I just want you to know that I love you and I'll try to help you, can you at least accept my reasoning."
It was quiet for a long period of time I didn't expect his answer to be....
"Okay," he responded almost clearly. I looked at him with unexplained joy.  He glanced at me the same as well. I knew at that point helping Hans might be the hardest thing yet, but I won't give up.