Something Unnatural

Commercial Break No. 2

A/N

Sorry for the bad words and Crappy grammar... and oh, Happy New Year!

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"Ok... Bakit ka nga ba ulit pumunta dito?" Tanong ni Mira sakin
Napatingin naman ako dun sa baso ng wine na hawak ko
"I'm just confused..." I said
"Ang weird mo ngayon... You know that? Ni minsan Hindi kita nakita na uminom, tapos biglang pupunta ka dito sa bahay ng dis oras ng gabe without even calling me" paliwanag niya sakin
Napatingin naman ako sa kanya
"Weird nga ba ko ngayon? Because I feel that this world is much weirder than me..." Sagot ko
"Well... Weird because you just came into my house in the MIDDLE of the night, and the reason is because you realize something, I mean, pwede mo naman akong tawagan a? duh... its 11:30 pm, don't you think?" Di makapaniwalang tanong niya
"It's too important..." Balisang sabi ko
Narinig ko namang bumuntong hininga siya
"So what's your deal? Anong meron at biglang nag kaganito ka?" Tanong niya
"Bakit ako nagkaganito?
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Sabihin na nating I realize something about that f*cking love..." I explained
"Geez, you kame here for that?" Halos pasigaw na tanong niya
I can see the disgust in her face, I can't blame her...
"You see... This crap called LOVE, is a big deal for people, but its just a piece of trash..." I started
"How do you say so?" She asked
"I mean love for girls is such a lovely thought but love for boys is..... Well... Let's say.... A crap, its really fvcking annoying, and its getting on my nerves" paliwanag ko Kay Mira
Tumingin naman siya sakin na parang nagtataka. Feeling ko muka ako ditong babaing depress kaya lumapit sa kaibigan for comfort, but its not.
"I can't understand you" naguguluhang sambit niya
Napabuntong hininga naman ako bago magsalita ulit
"Love... is not true, its a crap, siguro tama nga yung love towards family, friends, or something else, pero yung like boyfriend girlfriend, its not called love, its just that your attracted.
Mahirap ipaliwanag kung bakit ko nasabe na hindi totoo yon, I mean, sige, I will try to explain.
Example, your in a room, maybe your waiting for someone. And then a boy came. You notice that he is cute. And then... You're now attracted to him. Totally. Attracted.
Then after that, you have a crush on him, and after seeing him in months, you'll tell to yourself that your now in love with him... simple as that" I explained while looking at Mira as she look at me the same way
"The fvck Beya, your wrong...Love is something important, it's the thing that makes you happy, or should I say makes people happy" pagtatanggol niya
"It will make you happy but.... It will bring you despair... Sadness... And Horrible feelings..." dahilan ko
"Beya... Love is a special thing, don't you think? ipapaliwang ko sayo, a father and a mother,
The father loves her wife so he went abroad to work hard, and his inspiration is his wife because he love her so much... You understand now?" Tanong niya
"And then the father work really hard in abroad not knowing that his wife is having an affair with someone... Horrible" sagot ko
"Ugh... You really don't understand? If you think love doesn't exist then what about your grandparents who never cheated with one another? And until now their having the most sweetest moments in their life" pagtatanggol niya parin
"Well probably, grandma is so good in bed or she is so much attractive for grandpa, and grandma couldn't leave grandpa because no one will satisfy her needs in bed because she is now an old fu---"
"Jesus! Where do you learn those things?!" She shouted like she's not used in my words
"I'm being realistic in here" I said as I take a sip into my wine.
"Ok ok, Let me explain this to you... Love, maraming kinds yan... Like love at first sight, Oo! Love at first sight! Marami ng nag prove niyan!" She shouted as if she win against me, kulang nalang magtatalon na siya dito
"Love at first sight... Or should say,her body is so hot that I can't resist so i told myself that 'fvck... I think I'm inlove' while staring at her boobs... I don't think it's love" I said plainly
"My goodness! Maybe your right in that one, but what about bestfriends! Yung bestfriends na boys and girls minsan nagde-develop!" She happily said
"Yeah, Bestfriends.... With benefit of course" sabi ko ulit
"Uh huh? I don't think so, Hindi naman lahat ng bestfriends may 'with benefits' e"
"Bestfriends... Well... It's like this, boy bestfriend like his girl bestfriend, not because of love, kundi libog. and then one day they both get drunk and wallah... I bet you know what happened next" I explained
"What about the long distance relationship? Other people proves that it worked" she said with her tone 'Not-Giving-Up-No-Matter-What'
"Long distance relationships.... Don't be stupid, it's the most common way to cheat..." I said with the grin in my face
"Geez Beya, you're giving me headaches!" reklamo niya. hindi ko nalang siya pinansin habang pinagmamasdan yung wine glass na hawak ko
L-O-V-E
Fvck that word.
"but don't you think?"
I pause for a minute
"what?" I curiously asked
"i'm sure there's a reason why love is created between lovers" She said as I stare at her with my 'poker face' expression
"I'm sure the reason is para rumami ang populasyon sa mundo, at para hindi ma extinct ang mga tao dito" I explained
"your so stupid"
"am i?" I asked
"yes, because I guess the real reason is... for us to feel that we have a person who loves us, for us not feel lonely, even that sometimes they cheat..."
"most of the times" pagtatama ko sa kanya
"well... maybe" She said while Smiling
"ok, that's creepy"
"what?"
"why are you smilling?" kunot noong tanong ko
"oh, this smile?" tanong niya, napatawa naman siya ng mahina
"its just that... I can't believe that your asking me this kind of question, yet you know that I have a boyfriend" sabi niya habang nakangiti parin
"ok... e bakit kailangan ngumiti?" tanong ko
"kase... earlier, I started doubting about my boyfriend.. but then"
she paused
"I realize that even he cheats..... ok lang kase alam ko namang hindi niya ko iiwan, at ganon rin ako sa kanya" pagpapatuloy niya
"mas naging complicated yung issue nato dahil sa sinabi mo" sabat ko
hindi naman siya sumagot pa, instead nginitian niya lang ako lalo
she's totally creepy
"I mean, pano mag wo-work yung love between lovers kung may isang nagloloko, right?" naiinis na paliwanag ko
"I don't know... tanong mo nalang kay Cupid, baka alam niya sagot" nakangiting sagot niya sakin
"ugh! Stupid Love! I hate that word!" sigaw ko
"you'll love it someday" she said while wearing her disgusting smile
"ugh... whatever..." I said

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naglalakad lang ako dito sa park, ito lang yung shortcut papuntang bahay e.
Tsaka as if naman gusto kong madaanan yung kutomlupa dito sa park nato.
"Grabe, gabing-gabi na nag ga-gala ka parin?"
napakagat nalang ako sa labi ko dahil sa sobrang inis
pano nga ba ko nag came up sa topic na Love nayan? a.. oo nga pala, dahil nga pala sa punyemas na lalaking to.
"hindi mo ba talaga ko papansinin?"
lumingon naman ako sa kanya
"get away from me freak!" sigaw ko
"ouch! how rude? babaero lang ako hindi ako freak" nakangiting sabi niya
napatiklop naman ako ng kamao ko
once, nagkaroon ako ng crush, lagi siyang nandito sa park nato, patay na patay ako sa hayop nayon. hanggang sa narealize ko na kaya pala siya laging nandito sa park ay dahil dito niya dine-date yung mga pakarat niyang babae. Leche. hindi ako makapaniwalang nahulog ako sa sira ulong to.
"San ka ba nakatira?" bigla niyang tanong
"Sa lugar na wala ka! tsaka pwede ba wag kang sumabay sakin!" sigaw ko sa kanya
inakbayan niya naman ako
"bat ba ang init ng dugo mo sakin?" tanong niya
napatigil naman ako sa paglalakad
"alam mo kung bakit?" nakayukong tanong ko
"bakit?" tanong niya
"KASE HINDI AKO NAKIKIPAGKAIBIGAN SA MGA GAGO!" sigaw ko tsaka siya inapakan sa paa. napatalon naman siya sa sobrang sakit
"Aray! masakit yun a?!" sigaw niya. dinilaan ko naman siya
"buti nga sayo! bleee~~~" sigaw ko tsaka takbo palayo sa kanya
"hoy! alam mo namang gusto kita diba?!" sigaw niya habang hinahabol niya ko
"Who cares?!" sigaw ko pabalik "Kahit kailan hinding hindi ako papatol sa lalaking hindi na virgin!" sigaw ko ulit
"hoy! virgin pa kaya ko!" sigaw niya
"o talaga ba?! Kwento mo sa Pagong!" sigaw ko

L-O-V-E

I hate that word :)