Ascary Diary

Sunday

3rd May 2015,

I woke up at 5:00 o'clock and have a breakfast before going to the playground to do some exercise like jogging and other stuff that keep me healthy.When i take a break at the bench.I saw Letty my old neighbour and pretend i didn't see her.When she pass me, i hear she say,"Looser," and then run away.I look at her and say to her,"You can't feel what i feel black girl,"she then stop and turn with a mad face . I'm scared of that face, but, not anymore, then she say,"So what?! Do i have a problem with you?!" i then say"Of course you don't have a problem with me anymore! But, you the one who make me mad with your 'looser' word!" she reply me,"Okay, fine! No one want to talk to you anyway! Hahahaha...!" I'm so mad when she say that.I feel like i want to shout to her louder,"I-.."then someone cut my words again,"Enough, black girl!"i look at the one who said that, i was so shock because it was "Clary?".She say "Yes.Now let's go, didn't we have something special to do?" i say "yeah, sure".I look at Letty for the last time,did she just cry? I ask myself.But, Clary can't hear me of course.At 12:00 p.m i waited for her to come out at her backyard.Their back door open and here my Clary come! I jumped and run to her.Then she say"I can't go to your house today, sorry."i feel so sad and ask"Why?"she reply "I'm tired.Sorry, bye." I'm not satisfied with her answer and say "Wait.When can we met then?You haven't give me your phone number!" she turn and smile, i look to her eyes, she was crying, i say "It's okay . I'm sorry too,"she nod to me and run to her house.Since then, we don't meet each other anymore.I always see her watering the flowers at her backyard happily.