"I don't feel it was right," Dan said frowning at the ground avoiding all eye contact.
"Oh," I said looking at Dan, our eyes connecting for a moment until he looked away, I put my head in my hands, stood up and made my way to go to my room so I could cry.
"Phil let me finish," Dan said.
"Dan everything's fine I'm sorry just forget it." I said trying to cut him off.
There was a moment of silence.
"If you want us to still be friends or flatmates we can't do that anymore." Dan said shaking his head in disgust. I nodded, somehow feeling worse. I thought you liked it.
"I'm sorry." I said ignoring that dry feeling I developed in my throat from all the emotion.
"Look I'm totally no homo." He said still stabbing.
If you're "no homo" why did you do it?
"Okay," I said.
"Yeah I totally like women" obviously Dan but no one told you to let the kiss go that far,
"And we're just platonic friends."
I coughed and cleared my throat,
"Sorry It won't happen again," I stood up and walked to my room and shut the door. Dropping to the floor sitting behind my door crying. I locked the door, not like he would come in anyway. I tried not to cry loud. I lied down and put my face in my pillow hiding myself from the world. When will it end?
