wonderstruck

ten

2am,
        is where my thoughts go haywire.
        where everything feels wrong,
        and that my mind feels unsettled.
        as if I am a lost spirit,
        trying to find that certain something
        that I've lost.
        where I wander up and down,
        searching, but still, its lost.
        I don't know when I'll feel whole
        again,
        but I hope when I do,
        it'll feel like I've revived,
        freedom.