-3 months later-
Me and Johnny have been doing really good, I'm not saying I love him but I am saying I like him more than like, you know?
That feeling that's hard to explain but it's just there, like no I wouldn't marry you or have kids with you but I want to do more then hug and kiss but not exactly fuck, you know? Ugh I don't even know, i'v never felt this way.
My thoughts were interrupted by Johnny walking into the room "Heyyy" he says in a girly voice "Heyyy" I mock "hey could you take me to the store?" I ask him looking down at my hands "Yeah sure, what for?" He questions back "well umm t-today is my last day and I kinda just ran out of-" he cuts me off "Yep uhu I get it lets go" he replied walking back out the door I just laugh. We get to the store and I make Johnny come in with me.
We walk to the female section and I grab the tampons but I'm kinda embarrassed to carry them around, all of the sudden I feel a hand go by mine and swipe them out of my hand "I got it babe" Johnny said walking in front of me to go pay, then this old woman comes up to me "he's a keeper most guys won't do that these days, they just think it's nasty" she said walking by I just kinda laugh, it's true. We get out of the store and go back to the car. As we drive back to the house, Johnny places his hand over my stomach and starts rubbing his thumb over my cold skin, his hand is so warm it sends shivers down my spine.
I look at him in the corner of my eye to find Johnny smirking at me. "You like that?" He said keeping his eyes on the road.
"Umm w-what do you mean?" I ask trying to sound convincing "I felt that shiver go down your spine" he said back still running his thumb over my stomach to sooth the cramps.
"It's because I'm cold and your hand is warm" I laugh a bit "I could make your whole body warm" he smirks moving his hand to my thigh.
We get home and walk up to my house. We walk inside and Johnny pushes me up against the wall pinning my hands up above my head, bringing me into a hard passionate kiss.
"Period" I said bringing my arms down and walking into the bathroom.
Johnny mumbles something as he walks into my room. I walk out of the bathroom and lay on the bed rubbing my stomach, Johnny gets up and straddles my waist.
He starts rubbing my stomach and kisses my cheek still rubbing my stomach.
---------2 days later---------
I wake up next to Johnny who has his arms wrapped around my waist . I turn around and kiss his lips, his eyes flutter open and he smiles kissing back, since my mom is away on a business trip she shouldn't be back for another 2 weeks. As he kisses me he pulls me onto his lap.
We start to make out, I pull on his hail just a little bit allowing a small moan to escape his lips just loud enough for me to hear.
I smile on his lips, he grabs my ass bringing me deeper into the kiss.
Johnny breaks the kiss for only seconds in order to take off both of our shirts, he then flips us over so he is on top. He kisses down my lips to my jaw line then to my collar bone leaving small love bites. He kisses down my stomach and to my hip bone leaving a heart shaped hickey.
He gets to my shorts lining and goes to pull them down but I stop him.
"What's wrong?" He asks confused
"I'm a-well i'v never actually done... It" I reply kinda embarrassed
"That's so cute, how innocent you are, now I can teach you" he said back smiling, he pulls down my shorts with my panties, he kisses back up my body and stops at the lining of my bra, he slowly traces his hand around the shape of my bra going to the back to unhook it the cupping my breast kissing me hard, not with lust but with passion.
He goes to my neck sucking on my sweet spot and leaving a hickey he then goes down my body leaving other small love bites and hickeys, until he reaches my heat, he slowly sucks on it also leaving a small hickey, I arch my back but he presses his palm on it to bring me back down, he puts two fingers in and out curling them, he drags his cold icy fingers up my sides giving me shivers while coming back up to my lips.
Johnny pulls away and grabs a small packet out of the nightstand he opens it and slowly drags it over himself, he sets himself at my entrance
"Ready?" He asked quietly, I just nod my head, I can feel the pain of him going in very slowly, a tear then rolls down my cheek, he kisses it off, then kisses my lips going in deeper, I can feel the pressure relief as he pulls back out, but then goes back in, again very slowly, after a couple of thrusts it starts to go from pain to pleasure.
His thrusts get deeper and faster as we keep going a small moan escapes from my lips, I bite my bottom lip trying to contain myself
"Moan for my baby"Johnny moans
So I do as he says not to loud but not to quiet "moan my name" he said again going in deeper.
"Uhhhh Johnny!" I moan a bit louder "f-faster" i moan once more, then everything stops, Johnny pulls out really really slowly, then with all of his might rams into me, I scream with pleasure.
"OH MY GOD JOHNNY FASTER, F-FASTER UHHHH" I moan the loudest I have ever moaned. I can also hear small moans coming from Johnny's mouth. After a while I can feel his thrusts start the get sloppy and a knot form in the pit of my stomach.
"Johnny I think I'm going to c-cu-" I start to say but get cut off "yeah me too baby girl, just hold it" he said back he thrusts a couple more times until we both let go almost at the same time.
He plops down next to me and kisses my forehead
"I love you beautiful" he smiles with his eyes closed
"I love you too" I said back closing my eyes as he pulls my in close, drifting off to sleep.
-----------------------------------------
Don't know if you guys liked it but I really hope you did, it might not be as good as some of what you guys have read but I'm half asleep right now. But I really hope you guys liked it, byee! 😋
YOU ARE READING
Loving the Lost
RomanceLove is difficult, Especially when it comes to Max, Max doesn't believe in love, she believes its just a waste of time. That is until she meets Johnny, Johnny Changes everything she believes in.
