Sweet Seventeen...?

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2015.01.03

Its already 2 hours again i will get sweet seventeen? Is that really 'sweet'? I am afraid really. I am not ready for turning 17. I am afraid that i will regret that. I am thinking hard, is there any things i want to do before i am turning 17? I am really curious.

Everyone will remember my birthday or not?

Everyone said that in your 17's birthday must be unforgettable moment. But i think not for me.  Or i just feel 'something special' not ready for come to me.

You know? I just want happiness in my life. I want laugh so hard in my life.  You know what? Its like i didn't find my soul here. I want search a new life. Really. 

I want someone who encourage me. Like, give me some spirit to not give up. 

I hope tomorrow will be the best day. But... i won't expect too much. Because it won't happened. But i am still waiting because i am sure that God won't sleep. i will always hope.

"I WANT CHANGE MY LIFE!!!"

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