Ambreigns - I love every inch of you

The past can hurt

*Dean's P.O.V*

I wasn't feeling myself really... A bit depressed to be honest. but.. I didn't want to tell Roman.. I was scared too.. I was sitting on the porch outside. He would be spending the night tonight and his parents would give him the answer in the morning. Still tho.. It was my past getting to me... My... Parents... My troubles....

It brought tears to my eyes as I hugged my knees to my chest. It raining as well and I looked at the dark sky and the forest around my back yard. Why were these memories haunting me?.. I wanted to cry but didn't. I heard the back door open then I felt someone sitting behind me as they put their arms around my waist.

"Dean? You okay?"

I knew it was Roman before he even spoke. I shook my head no.

"What's wrong?"

He asked me. I needed to get it off my chest. I needed to tell someone.... But I was scared....

"Dean?"

He said to snap me out my thoughts as he turned me towards him and put me in his lap. I blushed but looked at him.

"It's my past, Roman.. It... It's just haunting me... Like a bad dream...."

I said and he hugged me as I lay my head on his chest.

"When I used to do drugs... When I did hard liquor... When I smoked..."

I said and he just rubbed my back.

"I regret it all.."

I said trying not to cry. He hugged me close to him.

"Look, don't worry about your past Dean. It's the past. Okay?"

He said and I nodded.

"Now how about we go watch a movie and cuddle in bed, will that make you happy?"

He said and I blushed and looked away before smiling a little then I looked up at him and nodded. He smiled and kissed my head as he picked me up bridal style. I squeaked and grabbed onto his neck which made him laugh and I giggled a bit. Wait... me... GIGGLE?!! What has this man done to me?!! Oh well. I still love him. I saw him smile from that and he carried me to the room and lay me in bed before covering me up and putting in our favorite movie. He then joined me and put his arm around me and I cuddled up with him. Yeah. The past is the past. I got Roman now..