The heavy weight carried on two shoulders; nobody would know how scary the mask I wear is.
Feelings of inferiority and guilt are what's left; reality is rising and blocking my throat.
The words I put my heart into aren't worth reading.
In the end they're just trash letters.
People stared at the young child like he was dumb; adults shamelessly worry for you after stepping, ripping, and making you fall over.
Don't try to defend me until the end; I rather leave than become someone like them
It has no use; this is just my confession
Every night I spend my lonely nights with bad thoughts
With a glass of alcohol I anesthetize the sadness; in the end it's all one thing.
Just like the pills in my left hand my love has also left me.
I know I want to leave and put down the weight of reality that trapped me and just cry.
When you're feeling the loneliest and having a hard time, I will pat your shoulder; you can trust me.
However, whenever I am having a hard time, get far away from me; all the words of comfort is meaningless.
Everynight I suffer through nightmares, leave me alone, I'm just doing my things.
(A/N):
This text is inspired by the lyrics of Bang Yongguks ' AM 4:44 '.
