I won't give up: Louis - Sad/Romantic *ImInLoveWithLouis*

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October 24,2013

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-xXWhiteSoulXx-

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Louis was always gone. He would be on a tour or he would come home late. When he could be home he went out with the boys. He thought that would be our relationship, but I couldn't take it. We were slowly falling apart. So I decided to end the relationship. I didn't want to go through the long time of pain. I had school to go to, but I always tried to make room for us, I did. It was so hard.

Sometimes I would plan something and he would be off with the boys doing something. I called Louis. It rung, but I got his voicemail. "Hello! This is Louis! I'm probably working or hanging with the boys! I'll try to call you back to please leave your name and number after the beep!" Beep. "Hey Louis... It's Jocelyn. I was wondering when your going to be home. We need to talk and it's really important. So call me back. Bye."

I sighed. This was always how it was. I would call and he would never answer. He would come home and I would ask where he was and he would accuse me of acting like his mother. everything would go downhill from there. This was important though. I believed in face to face type of discussions instead of texting or phone calls. I waited for him to come home to his flat. I waited in till it was eleven at night.

I decided just to leave. As I got up the door opened. The boys and Louis came in laughing. "Hey babe! Do you mind if the boys stay over?"

"No I don't mind. I-"

"She said yes!"

"Louis-"

"Come on b-"

"Louis!" He finally turned to me.

"What love?" He asked smiling.

"We need to talk... privately." He just have a nod.

"Okay boys head up to my room. I'll be there in a minute." When all of the boys went up to our bedroom, it was finally time. "What did you want to talk about? He asked.

"Louis.... We need to break up..." Silence filled the air and I guess we both stood there in shock, but for different reasons. I was in shock because I couldn't believe I actually did it. I actually broke up with him. Louis, probably because it was out of the blue.

"What?" He said in shock.

"I'm breaking up with you." I said making sure my voice was even.

"Why?"

"Louis... Your not even here anymore. We fight constantly about it. I thought we could have a long distance relationship, but we can't do it. And even when your here your out. We never spend time together anymore. I just think it's best..."

"Best for who? You?!"

"Louis-"

"No. I-"

"I'm going.. okay?! It might be working for you, but it's not for me!" I was fed up. How dare he put this on me?! I was outraged. I blinked fast and I realized I was crying. I turned around so he couldn't see me. "I'm going..." I walked out and got into my car and drove away. If he wasn't going to try... Then I would leave.

-A week later-

No calls. No texts and no I'm sorry's. We were really over and he didn't even try to get me back. It was time to move on maybe even go to a club or something. I laughed. Yeah right. Me at a club. I was the worlds most awkward dancer. I couldn't dance if my life depended on it. Louis came up with the weirdest dance moves and it would always be him dancing and me laughing. He could always convince me to dance with him...

I mentally kicked myself. I was seriously think about him?! What was I thinking? all those Directioners hated on me and some said thanks because now he was single. I didn't bother To know how Louis was doing. I would be lying if I said I don't care. I did. I was curious to know if Louis had gotten a girlfriend or not. I wasn't dying to know, but I was curious.

I sighed and gave in to curiosity. I searched 'Louis Tomlinson girlfriend' and new popped up. I clicked a link and started reading. Louis Tomlinson's girlfriend Jocelyn Davis has broken off their relationship. We haven't seen Louis in two recent interviews. We can only hope Louis can move on. The boys will only reveal that the distance was too hard for Davis. Directioners what do you think? Comment your opinions below. I didn't even bother reading the comments because I knew they would be mean and unsettling.

A knock on my door interrupted my thoughts. I looked out the window to see Louis Tomlinson himself. I froze and then confused. What the heck was he doing here? I wanted to run up to my room and watch him leave from my balcony. The doorbell rang, but I stood frozen. I had no reason to hide from him. I was a strong girl, but I was so nervous.

Jocelyn, you can do this. He's you Ex, you have to face him sometime. I signed and opened the door. He looked up. We just started at each other. It wasn't till we noticed we were staring till we snapped out of it.

"Hey." He said.

"Hey... What are you doing here?"

"I had to tell you something..." More silence.

"Okay. What did you have to tell me?"

"I had to tell you," He took a deep breath in. " I had to tell you that your right."

"Okay-"

"Wait. That's not all of it."

"Okay... I'll listen."

"I had t tell you that you were absolutely right. I didn't even ask you to visit me when I went on tour. I skyped you like once then I forgot to Skype you. I didn't text you back and I didn't call. I didn't do anything to make you feel loved. I didn't do anything that reassured you that I still loved you. I still love you."

"Louis...."

"I didn't even spend time with you. Whenever I came home I would go out with the boys. I always picked them over you. I was the worlds worst boyfriend. I lost you. I lost you because I thought you would be there no mater what. You always were... I took that for granted. I love you Jocelyn. I want a second chance if you will let me."

"I-."

"And if you say no than I'm going to keep trying. I'm not giving up. I won't give up."

"I'll give you a second chance."

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