Joshaya... We were DRUNK!!

Telling the..news

I was about 2-3 weeks along by now and i figured it was time to tell josh and riley and cory i was worried about telling all of them 1) josh because he could say he doesn't want anything to do with us or even worse say its not his 2) riley my best friend my babys cousin and my babys dads niece i was really scared to tell her incase she never speaks to me again! And 3) mr Matthew's he's been like a dad to me for years now and since I've moved in with them I'm scared hell kick me out and well kill his brother!

Im at topangas waiting for riley to get home or mr Matthews basically I'm just going to tell the first to come through the door... Its riley here goes nothing

Maya: Hey r..riley i need to speak to you like now!!..

Riley: sure bay window?

Maya: perfect...

As we walk to rileys room i look back and see topanga mouth something what looks like good luck .. I can already feel my breathing get heavier and i carnt remember what i had planned in my head to tell her.. I start shaking too i don't think I've ever been this scared in my life to tell somebody something!

We get to her bay window and shes already sitting her with that big smile she has and i know that when i tell her this that beautiful smile wont be there anymore!...
I sit down next to her and she immediately knows somethings wrong when i start to cry !

R: peaches what's wrong?
M: riles I've made a mistake and i don't want it to change anything but i know it will you don't know how scared i am of telling you this you my best friend and i don't want anything to get in the way of this but i think it already has Im so sorry riley...
R: maya your scaring me tell me whats wrong!!
M: im so sorry but .. Im p-pregnant ive made a massive mistake 
R: YOUR WHATT YOU CARNT BE !  WHOS THE FATHER!!
M: j-j-josh...
R: I CARNT BELIEVE THIS.. Who knows about this?
M: just you and your mom
R: how far along are you?!
M: 2-3 weeks

As soon as i say that riley storms out of her soon im guessing to go shout at her mom so i try and go after her but its too later..

R: MOM I CARNT BELIEVE YOU KNEW ABOUT THIS AND YOU KEPT IT A SECRET!!

T: it wasnt my secret to tell riley and we only just found out yesterday..

By this tine everyone was here in the living room like cory, JOSH, auggie , Farkle and Lucas

C: hunny what secret?

R: maya il pregnant and mom knew!!!

C: WHAT MAYA YOUR PREGNANT WAIT WHOS THE DAD?

R:  this should be interesting its josh my UNCLE JOSH

Im just staring at Josh and he's in shock staring at me and i can tell by the look on mr Matthew's face that josh needs to run now and well i need to stop crying and start talking heaven knows what I'm going to say though! Riley ran out just before i tried to speak

I finally get the urge to speak and get what ever i can in and try to apologise..

M: mr Matthews I'm so sorry i was drunk and i didn't know what i was doing i was stupid..

C: maya i Carnt believe you I'm extremely disappointed in you...

After about 5 minutes of the lecture and my stupid sobs getting heavier i heard topanga defending me or trying at least?

T: cory stop shouting at her she didn't do this by her self you know your brother helped and theres no good in stressing maya out at least talk to to her instead of yelling its not solving anything her!!

C: yes i know that and why are you sticking up for her they were incredibly stupid and it going to ruin their lives!

T: because you of all people should know how this feels !!

What did topanga mean?

M: what do yous mean? Topenga, cory??

T: maya me and cory were in a situation just like this actually when we were you age so we know how it feels and corys only trying to protect you..

M: but yous didn't have riley at 15?

C: yeah we know we made a mistake one night and topanga ended up pregnant but 2 month into the pregnancy we lost the baby... I guess thats why I'm scared for you incase you go through what we had to

What why haven't they ever mentioned this baby?

M: why didn't yous say anything?

T: well it never really came up and i guess i didnt want to have to feel the pain i went through and we didnt want to look back on the bad times on our life we have just took our loss as a blessing to riley... We have 3 beautiful children already

M: yeah the baby riley and auggie

C: no you, riley and auggie!

What they see me as their child

M: yous see me as one of your own even though after this I've let yous down

T: we all make mistake but what you choose what to do is what really matters

M: hey can i asks yous something

C: yes anything

M: what am i going to do?

T: well your going to be the best mom you can possibly be to this baby and well tell the same to josh..

C:JOSH!!! I didn't even think about him. Im going to kill him

M:  mr Matthews please dont kill him as much as i would like to kill him i need him to help me through this

C: okay just for my two girls and this little one

M: Thank you i love you guys I'm gonna head off now

T: we love you too and be careful go straight home

Wow so mayas reviled to everyone that she is pregnant but shes still got to win riley over and what will just say maya still needs to tell her mom and shawn Thank you for reading I'm quite proud of this chapter ill try and update when i can probably start on it tonight 1076 words byee!