The Girl In Blue

1st Week of School

Well. Today I go to school and I decided to wear my short shorts and a tank top with a shall over it. Plain and simple my momo said then starting bursting in tears, not because this is my last year here, but because this is what she wore when my dad and her first met. Yay bringing back the memories that made my parents love each other and now they don't since 2016. My dad left for work early this morning and don't say goodbye or good luck or any of the things dad's do. I hopped on the bus and ventured toward the school. The group of girls slowly creeper up on me. They scared me and ran. I felt as if someone did a doing doing ditch on my body. I'm guessing they thought I was someone else. I saw this girl in the forum for new students where in the middle of the year when you join there is a second orientation except you start school the same day. The Girl had beach blonde hair, a pink skirt, and a white top with a pink shoe on it. She looked like one of the plastics on drugs with the bright pink makeup on her face. I went over to her and said hi. When I meet someone new I always ask them out to see there reaction. I asked this girl her name she said Sara. I asked her out she said yes and walked away. The next day I never saw her again. This tells me that she is afraid of commitment and hates to be surrounded by other people. I saw this boy who looked like Dylan Sprayberry. So I knew he was the boy everyone talked about. That day I found his locker combination and number. I wanted to ask him.personally what sports he played and what his name was. His girlfriend started calling him Honey so that was his name. I called him and he looked at me like I was crazy and he said what. His eyes almost started into my soul and so then I knew he wasn't mine. I saw this boy who I had seen the day before. His name was Casper Lee. He said the speech that welcomed all the new kids. His friend Meghan also made a speech about bullying. No one cares about her but flaunted over Casper. He made eye contact with me multiple times. I started staring hardcore. His girlfriend came over and sat next to me. I wanted to just kill her then and there. She said, "Isn't he cute? He made my day the day he asked me out." She then started talking about how she was in love with my outfit and my makeup and then walked away. Then I thought about how she might be bisexual or just a lesbian in cover-up. The last day of my first week was hell. The girls who played irl ding dong ditch with me kept doing it. I figured out that Sara was part of the Drugged Plastics who really called themselves " The Squad". I wondered why Honey was dating a girl who looked like Sara but a little better. I ended up getting Meghan and Casper's number on my stupid iPhone 5s no even a 6. Casper started texting me immediately. I sent him and Meghan a nude of my butt. Casper sent a licking Emoji and Meghan sent me... a full nude picture. DURING SCHOOL! My teacher took my phone away for the rest of the day. Meghan came up to me after school in the courtyard and apologized, I don't mind I mean it was a good nude.  Casper asked me out for a date and I said sure but what about Meghan, he said don't tell her. We met up at a restaurant and then went back to his house and do it orally. I mean speaking, I had a report due so he helped. When I finished my report we sat on his bed and held hands. I told him I was bisexual and he was fine with it. We made out for the rest of the night until I touched it. I guess his hormones went off and made him want to have sex. Oral or Regular, Condom or no Condom. He said whatever I want. He ended up choosing and the end of our argument. I left at around 1:00 in the morning. During our time Meghan wanted to know what I was doing, 1 hour later I said nothing. She asked me out on a date for the next day, yet I knew where things were leading. So I said my body is a little sore from my activity today and said maybe next Friday. She sent the sad Emoji and ok. I went home and had happy tears. My dad was concerned but my grandma at the time was happy because she knew I got layed but she didn't tell my dad. Well the first week was weird. But I think I'm ready for another. Let's hope awkward confrontation isn't upon us.