Friday 8/03 20:50

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Dear diary,

It happened again. I woke up with blood on my hands and bed , the knife on the floor. There was something extra in my room this time. Two extra things actually. Two dead bodies lying there, motionless and pale. Holding hands. I'm guessing they were a couple but that's not important. I don't know how it happened. I'm a murderer and Jay knows. He must know. The looks he gives me proves he knows.

I'm scared Skye. I can't think straight. The fact that I murdered three people haunts me. I can't control what I do at night. I don't know how to stop it. I don't want to kill people. I really don't. I'm going to have to keep you hidden because if someone read a page they would know about the murders. They would definitely turn me into the police and I, I can't go to jail. I'm to young and what would dad say. Probably some slurred nonsense as he would most likely be drunk.

Jay's playing one of his movies again. I can hear the screams. Sometimes I wonder whether it's the screams of my victims or my sick mind playing tricks on me. I would put my headphones in and listen to music but I don't know where they are so I'm stuck with the screams. Why does he do this to me? I need help but who will help me? I can't go up to someone and say "I've murdered someone what do I do can I? It's only a matter of time until Jay tells someone. 

I'm going to sleep now. Jay's turned the film off finally. 

-Jade- 








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