What I strive to be, the emotion I long for; an emotion I used to feel. I wish I could be happy, but if not for now then for when??? When will this bad dream be over. This morning I woke up with a smile asking my self "Is it over?" But I remember, it's not. And I don't feel happy until next morrow. It's a sequence of events that happens day after day. People tell me not to do certain things, and some certain people have been through this, but the difference between me and them is he doesn't care. So why do I??? Why can't I just be happy? Right now I would rather be dead than live another minute.
