Being Good Isn't Enough

Blaime it on the alcohol

Darren was sitting by the bar. All he wanted at this moment, was drank himself and forget about everything. He was trying really hard to get to this point. Suddenly a chestnut haired boy with blue eyes came in. He walked to the bar and sat next to Darren.
"Why is everyone better than me?!" said Darren, probably to Chris , but you couldn't say for sure. The taller boy raised his eyebrows.
''I just try and try, but shit happens. Everyone is more handsome, more pretty, more smart or more wanted than me and I am tired of trying to change it. I'm tired of pleasing everyone and I'm tired of me myself. Why am I this mess and unwanted and weird guy? Honestly, tell me?!" He almost cried. The other one felt sorry for him, maybe because he knew how it felt but mainly because the hazel green eyed boy just looked so miserable and hopeless.
''I think I'm going to throw up." Darren said getting up. Chris, helped him and headed him to the bathroom. When Darren was done throwing things out of his mouth, Chris washed his face and got him some tissues. He cleaned his nose and almost fell on the smooth floor. Chris catched him. He couldn't leave him like this. There was only one opurnity tho he didn't even know the boy. He held him and they went together to Chris's apartment. He pulled half way sleeping Darren on his bad. He starred at him for a moment before turning back to the living room. He laid himself on the couch and fell into needed sleep.
___
Darren woke up as the first. He didn't recognize the ceiling, but it didn't bother him. He just got into this hotel and everything was new and different. The rooms, the food, the boys...." He sat up and with that allowed his headache to come. "Aught," he hissed and slowly got up and walked to the door. He opened it slightly and saw a gorgeous guy sleeping on the couch. He enjoyed watching him sleep for a while. He was sure that he hadn't see anything more beautiful than this. He tiptoed to the entrance. Suddenly a yawn came from behind him.
"Hi," Chris said with sleepish tone and expression.
"I'm really sorry for yesterday I just..."
"It's Ok. I'm Chris, by the way." Chris smiled.
"Darren."
Then Darren went back to the door but turned before walking through them
"Really thank you. Guess I'll see you around."
He left and closed the door behind him carefully. Chris didn't know how Darren meant it, but he didn't think about much it. Instead he stoop up and got himself a breakfast. God, whatever it meant, he hoped to see that guy again.