If Only...

Fallen tears, broken hearts
Bad ends, horrible starts
Day's warmth, night's cold
Broken pieces I thought were gold

Friends left, enemies made
Sun sets, life fades
But I'm still here
Being haunted by myself

If only I had a chance
To be myself for a day
To relive, to redo everything
and not be controlled by others

If only I could be free
Have life lived the right way
Not have people changing me
Not have people being me

Death begins, life ends
Ripped parts, pieces bent
People come, people go
rent's pay, running low

Holding on, last ride
Running away, trying to hide
Closed doors, locked gates
Once loved, now hates

If only I had a chance
To be myself for a day
To relive, to redo everything
and not be controlled by others

If only I could be free
Have life lived the right way
Not have people changing me
Not have people being me

If only
That could happen
If only
I wasn't so misshapen

If only
Life went the way I wanted
If only
I wasn't so daunted

If only
People loved me for myself
If only
I could scream for help

If only
I wasn't caught in a trap
If only
My heart didn't feel like a big gap

If only...