Louis POV
Wow that was the scariest thing I have ever had to do in my life. I honestly thought Harry was going to punch me square in my nose and tell me to get fucked! But he didn't. He forgave me, well kind of. He's still mad but he said he still loves me. This means the world to me.
I made him a promise and that promise was that I wouldn't get black out drunk again, but if I'm completely honest with myself I just don't even want to drink any more if there's even the slightest chance I could lose Harry because of it. I would never forgive myself.
I thought about all of this carefully as I made my way over to Niall's. I had to tell him everything was ok, but I wanted to give Harry his space too. It's what he wanted and what he needed. I mean if I was in his shoes. Even though nothing actually happened I don't know what I would have done. Harry was mine and even the thought of sharing him with someone else made my blood boil.
I arrived at Niall to be greeted at the door by Liam in just sweat pants and a bare torso. He had really toned up lately and that pissed me off a bit. I was always bigger then Liam. And now he was catching up quiet rapidly.
"Hey Li, is Niall home?" I ask
"Yeah, in the kitchen!" he explains stepping aside to let me through.
I stroll through the un-usually clean flat, but then I realise Liam has proberly been staying over a lot and he won't let it get messy. Liam hates mess and has to be organised all the time.
"Hey Ni!"
"Sup Lou?"
"Well kind of good news. I erm, I told Harry!" I started to explain
"And?"
"He's cool with me like. Well not cool but me and him are still together and still in love. But he needs a bit of space at the moment" I finished
"Oh that's great. Well not the space part but I'm glad you guys are still together!" Niall explained
"M'hum." I answer as I raid his fridge.
Niall always has delicious food in his fridge and I always eat it when I come over. But fair's fair because when he's at my house he eats me out of house and home. I found some cold pizza in the fridge that he and Liam had obviously had for dinner last night and began munching on a slice.
"Dude that's my pizza!"
"Dude I'm hungry."
Niall laughs and grabs it from my hand. This results in a cat and mouse chase throughout his flat. We jump over furniture knocking things over and pushing each other on things. All of this just over a slice of pizza. I swore I saw more in fridge anyways.
"What are you guys doing?" Liam asks astonished at the state of the place.
He had walked in at the complete wrong moment. I am laid out sprawled across the floor as Niall lay over me trying to reach for the pizza I'm holding away from him as far as possible.
"Liam tell Louis to give me some pizza!" Niall moans like a 5 year old
"Tell him to get he's own there's more in the fridge." I chuckle
"Just get off the floor, the both of you," Liam laughs "And I'm not cleaning this back up!"
Niall and I get to our feet and examine the state we had left the place in. And it was a mess. There were cushions all on the floor from the couch, the table was turned on its side, a lamp had been smashed and that was just the living room
"Gotta go, bye." I screamed as I ran for the door.
I made it outside just as Liam tried to shout after me, which was close. I'm not cleaning up that mess; I don't even clean my own flat. I'm not going to clean Niall's, even if it was kind my fault to. I continue to run down the street just to make sure Liam isn't hot on my tail trying to make me clean.
I make it to campus with no clear sign of Liam. Few I lost him. But I was now sweaty and out of breath, I decide to pop into the campus cafe for a drink. As I walk in I can see Zayn and Perrie sitting with someone taller and a mop of curls. Harry. I said I'd give him space but it would be rude not to say hi. I grab and pay for my drink then head over to wear they're seated.
"Hey guys!" I wave as I stand next to Zayn
"Oh hey Lou!" Perrie answers
"Hey!" Zayn replies.
Harry doesn't say anything at first so I decide I best just leave them be.
"Anyway I'm off, speak to you soon." I tell them then start to walk away.
I get to the cafe door and pull it open, I expect to hear it slam behind me as there was no one behind me but it doesn't. I turn around confused to see Harry standing there.
"Hey." he says simply
"Hi." I reply looking at my feet as I shuffle them on the floor.
It feels a little awkward at this precise moment; all I want to do is pull him into a tight hug and give him a big kiss. But he wants his space so I can't.
"Haz I erm, I should go."
"Can I come?"
I wanted to scream yes at the top of my lungs but of course I just nod a very little nod. But I nod. I walk a bit down the halls of the campus, Harry trailing a little behind me. The silence is awkward but not as awkward as earlier in the cafe.
"Haz?"
"Yes boo!"
And there it was. He called me boo. He was ok. When he's mad he always calls me by my name not the little nickname he gave me.
"I'm glad were ok."
"Me too."
I take a risk and reach out my small hand, thankfully he takes it in his larger one and our fingers intertwine. I let out a sigh of relief as Harry looks on at me confused.
"What's up?" he asks concerned
"Oh nothing, I just. I was worried things weren't going to get better. Like things weren't going to go back to normal."
"Everything is fine boo. Stop worrying!"
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