Joshuah and I are going on our 12th date tonight! My friends think that I'm totally bazaar because I still get butterflies when he takes me out on dates. I think that it's really special that I still get anxious and worry if he is going to like what I'm wearing and if I he's going to like my make up. Don't get me wrong I know that even if he didn't like what I was wearing he wouldn't break up with me for it. He's good that way, he likes me for my personality, not for my body. Most of my friends can't say that and it's probably because they sleep with the guy on their first date and then when the guy doesn't call back they don't even care, they simply went on that date for one thing and one thing only, sex. Which I haven't even began to want or care about, which is another thing me and Joshuah have in common, we are all about the not having pre-marriage sex. Now the big question is what am I going to wear?
He is taking me to a very fancy and classy restaurant called Aspen's. It's high class and expensive so I'm clueless on what to wear. Since its classy I'm thinking that I should put my hair up like Hilliry Swank does in the movie P. S I love you and wear my dark red dress that looks almost identical to the one Emma Stone Wears in the Ganster Squad. For my make up I will be using auburn lipstick, an earth red eye shadow, and dark brown eye liner. I have only thirty minutes to get ready and I'm freaking out! This hairstyle is a pain in the butt and I can't find my crystal Barrette to finish off the look! This is a nightmare, what am I going to do he's going to be here soon, and I still have to find that barrett and get my dress on. I have five minutes before he is here to pick me up and I'm going insane, I'm really nervous and I cant focus on anything! There's my stupid clip! Okay all I have to do now is get my dress on, which should be the easiest part. Of course not, I just can't catch a break, I forgot about shoes and the only ones I have, have scuff marks, good thing I have a red sharpie. Finally I'm ready and I still have a minute to spa... Ding Dong! Well never mind then.
I open the door to see Josh in a well ironed suit and a bouquet of a variety of colors, shapes, forms, and smells. He has bought me flowers and they're beautiful like always. He takes me by the hand and leads me to his car and right before he opens the door, he looks into my eyes and just stares at me for a minute and then opens the door to his lifted, 2006 Dodge Cummins Mega Cab and helps me in even though we both know I don't need his help. I'm so exited and I can't help but blush. I want to ask him a him a question but he's really wierd about questions like these and I don't want to scare him...but I've got to ask.
Hey Joshuah?...
