Love Will Guide Our Way(Zarry)

Chapter 15

Harry's P.O.V

Is Zayn cheating on me? I quietly asked myself. "What are you doing with my phone?" asked Zayn. I jumped. "Why is Niall still texting you?" I asked, trying to be as calm as possible, but failed. "That is none of your business." he replied. "Zayn are you cheating on me?" I asked as tears filled up in my eyes. "Give me my phone!" he shouted, avoiding my question. "Oh my God, you are aren't you?" I cried. Zayn stared down at his feet, finding some sort of interest in them. "Look at me!" I screamed. He didn't dare look up. "Fine. I'm out of here." I said, throwing the phone at Zayn. "Thank you for everything, but we're done." I walked out of the room making sure I didn't look at Zayn. I walked into my room and threw all of my belongings into my suitcase. When I was finished, I walked down the stairs. As I got to the door, I stopped and gave the place one last look. No sight of Zayn, I guess he really wanted me gone. My eyes were filled with tears. Be strong Harry, I said to myself as I walked out the door. At least now I could go stay somewhere and not on the streets where some could rape you and where someone could take you into their home and pretend to love you until you have sex with them. Now I can go look for an apartment since I have some money and then I could find a job. Once again, I received weird looks from pedestrians because of my big suitcase and my tear stained face.

Zayn's P.O.V

I can't believe what just happened. I could feel the tears run down my face. I knew I shouldn't have let Niall back into my life. We met up a few days after my mother told me she didn't want to see me again. I was crying and he didn't know what to do so he kissed me and then one thing lead to another and you know what happens next. But after I felt really bad and I told him that what happened between us was a mistake and had to remain a secret. Today we were supposed to meet up for coffee at the cafe down the road. But now I don't feel like going anymore. I lost my boyfriend and now my ex is trying to get back into my life. I just don't know any more. Its just so confusing. I want Harry back. I began to sob. Why is life so tough? I walked into the bathroom to wash my face and I saw a razor. Without thinking, I took it up and brought it to my wrist, slicing my hand. It felt so much better. I now understand why people cut. Its because it takes away their emotional pain. I washed the blood off my wrist and the razor. I put a bandage over the cut, pulled my sleeve down and walked out of the bathroom. As I walked into the bedroom, I saw Niall sitting on my bed. What was he doing here? Why was he here now? When he saw my face, he frowned. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Harry and I broke up." I mumbled as I began to cry again. "Come here babe." Niall said, holding out his arms. I needed a hug right now. I walked over to him and he wrapped his arms around me. I just let it all out. I cried and I cried, until Niall's shirt was soaked. "It's okay." he whispered as he rubbed my back. I lifted my head up and my eyes met with Niall's. He moved his face closer to mine and then our lips met. Immediately, I pushed him away. "I don't think we should do that." I whispered. "Why not?" he asked. "The sparks just aren't there anymore." I replied. "But Zayn I love you." he said and grabbed my wrist, the same wrist that I cut. I winced and Niall noticed. "What's wrong?" he asked. "N-N-Nothing" I stuttered. "Let me see." he demanded. "No Niall!" I said, raising my voice. He held onto my hand tighter, so I couldn't pull away and he lifted up my sleeve. "What is this?" he gasped. "Its nothing." I replied. "Have you been cutting?" he asked, looking surprised. "Yes." I mumbled. "Zayn, you know that's not good for you." he said. "Yes Niall I know that! Please leave me alone." I replied. "Zayn please-" "Just leave me alone!" I shouted. Niall gave up and left. Maybe I shouldn't have been to rough. I took up the lamp and threw it at the wall, letting out a scream as I did. I wiped away my tears. My life is falling apart just like the lamp did.