Feet Together Thighs Apart

The Begining

Chapter 1

* High school! The worst is yet to come. I barely made it threw Jr. High, I have no idea how in the HELL I'm going to make it threw HIGH SCHOOL!! The idea of High School crushes me. I literally feel like I'm drowning from school work in Jr. High, with High School coming into the picture I have no idea not even a hint of what is awaiting for me. Oh, I can already feel the misery, the pain, the stress, the pressure, and most of all the stares. And my so called "FRIENDS" or "CLASS MATES", whatever floats your boat. The homework the projects, partnering up. The class activities I can already feel rejected by everyone and everything. And not to mention I'm the only one who missed the first three days of school! Agh great extra work and more confusion for me, as if being FAT wasn't enough to make me go insane! I go up to my bedroom to figure out what I'm going to wear for the first day of HIGH SCHOOl! Gosh that sounds nice High School!!! As I look at my closet a rush of disappointment crosses my face. I didn't buy much cloths. Nothing pretty much. Not enough to look sharp for even a week of high school. This tortures my self esteem. GREAT exactly what I needed! I grab my black jeans and a blue shirt. Hopefully I look normal for school. Everything changes. Hello HIGH SCHOOL is not just some school year you can be a kid and look back and say "Awww, look at how retarded I look! Thank god I grew up!" No High School determines if your growing to have a life when it's over or if your going to be a crack head bum! Hopefully that's not me, I want to pursue photography! But my plan B is English or drama teacher. Anyway I'm hoping tonight I get a nights rest or tomorrow's going to be a living hell( as if I weren't in one already). I prepare myself for what's to come for tomorrow and hoping all turns out well.