My depression, feelings, and life story

Isn't that what you want me to say?

When someone asks me "Are you ok??" I answer "Yeah I'm fine." Isn't that what you want me to say??

When someone asks "Do you need help?" I say " No I'm good" isn't that what you want me to say??

Once someone said "I wish I could take your pain." I said "I don't have any for you to take." Isn't that what you want me to say??

Once someone said "Are you getting better??" I said "There's nothing to get better. I'm fine. Nothing's wrong." Isn't that what you want me to say??

So if you ask me any questions like these and I say I'm fine. I'm lying.