Harry POV
The cold air hits me immediately as my foot hits the pavement. There are people with suits standing outside the lodge and putting a fake smile as they freeze their ass's off trying to wait for us and take a picture with us, of course to promote their lodge and even more.
I can see it now, "Wanna stay and enjoy skiing the best way? Well it's One way and it's One Direction's favorite spot so come and hang out in the best direction!" Or some shitty ass thing like that
I smile and nod as I walk to the obvious owner who stands besides a teenage boy forcing a smile holding four hot chocolates that seem to have spilled on his hand.
I shake everyone's hand per usual and stand in silence as the owner talks to us about the great experiences that's we will have here and the things we can learn with of course the free things that they are going to give us.
We end up taking about 100 pictures and I smile and fool around in some of them to just give it a bit more than what he wanted or expected. The poses end up taking a lot out of me because before I know it I'm already slugging myself to my room in drowsiness.
My eyes are already closed as I open my door and fall onto the floral scent bed sheets. I fall into a trance and just think about the random things in life, like why can't I float? That makes no sense, I should be able to float.
I feel weightless. The sunshine in my eyes and the cool summer breeze against my skin. I'm not around the water but the salty air hits my nose and I just fly. The birds around me and the muffled sound of the world beneath me.
I feel free.
I can feel the grin creep onto my face as I begin touching the wings of a bird besides me. The bird begins to grab my finger and climb onto my hand and to my back. I feel the sharp nails dig Into my back, the bird begins pecking on my back with his beak. I feel myself getting panicked as more and more birds pile on top of me and do the same moving me around.
My heart begins to pump as I notice I'm falling back to land. I feel my whole body tighten
"Please Wake up," I hear a nervous voice "Harry, why?"
I slowly open my eyes half way and see a blurry figure jumping and down nervously moving around in a panicked manner. I feel myself groan and move onto my back wiping my face and yawning.
"Oh thank god" I hear her voice in relief My heart stops that voice is all that scares me a little. I slowly get up and move my head towards her and her face is just in utter shock loose hair falls infront if her face her eyes as bright as I could remember.
"What are you doing here?" We both say at the same time but in different ways
Her small frame seems so familiar but as familiar as a picture of a place I've never been to.
"Harry I thought-" she says unable to finish her sentence just dropping down cradled on the ground her arms wrapped around her legs
I can't help but just stare at her balling her eyes out. I know what she thought and It scares me that she knows me so well. I watch as she slowly pulls herself up and wipes the tears away. I can tell she's tired of crying for me and reacting for me but I can't find a place in my heart that feels the way she feels.
"Can you answer my question?" I instantly regret the words that came out of my mouth but I can't help but be an asshole
She looks at me in a way I wouldn't recognize if I didn't know her but the way her bottom lip overlaps her top I can tell that she's as sad as I am
The thoughts of us two recently have escaped my mind but watching her breathing and living infront of me jolts the memory of the love, pain, sadness, beauty, and secrets that our relationship had
The secret part especially makes my heart pound and my blood boil.
"This is my room Harry" she forces the words out
I get up from the bed and walk away from her without saying a word. I open the door to the hotel room and take out my phone before exiting the room. I call Niall and press my ear to the phone.
I know this whole thing was his doing.
"Hello mate" I hear his quirky voice say loudly
"What's your problem? Mate!" I say walking back to the ski lounge area
"Why are you so upset?" Niall asks defensively
This fuck head actually swears that he doesn't know why I'm upset, "where are you?" I ask trying to lower my voice
"Right behind you mate" he says
I turn around and see Niall with a wide grin on his face still holding the phone to his ear.
I hang up and slide my phone into my pocket. His smile begins to fade and he turns off his phone and does the Same.
"Harry why're you so mad?" Niall asks again
"Why would you bring her here and make me share a room with her?" I ask him
His face becomes even more confused than it already is. He begins chucking as his eyes are still wondering around.
"Your loosing it mate" he says placing his hand on my shoulder
I look at his hand and just watch it slowly lift off and look straight ahead and see his face awkwardly staring at the ground
"Julia's here"
