Tears... /5sos

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*calums pov *
As the next few weeks went by we got fan letters to the studio as have we have been metting there for practices and other things. I was on my way with the boys to the studio to meet with our manager as usual. As for Jordan, she stayed home. As soon as we arrived we unbuckled and went straight inside and to the room as usual. "hello, take a seat " he said greeting us "I have very exiting news for you boys" he smiled we talked about the other things until he finally released the news. "you boys will be having the opportunity of going on tour! now I know you have family back home like girlfriends, parents, siblings, that's the hard part. " he slowly said finishing the meeting "but your tour will be only around the United States and some parts like London. It will be for 6-7 months" then he left. What am I going to do I have to leave in 3 weeks!! I have Jordan what's going to happen?? I rushed home, it was now already 6:30. I and sat next to Jordan I decided not to tell her for a few days. ***,********** it was time now "what's wrong" she asked "um babe I have to talk to you about something extremely important " she nodded and immediately sat up. "our band manager said we're taking the next step up and that means we're going on tour. " she flushed to a frown and she just sat there not saying anything until later "but Jordan the other hard part is I leave in only three weeks. " I kissed her on the forehead and got in bed. "I guess we'll just see and talk about it tomorrow okay?? " "okay" I responded back. After that as I feel asleep oh heard a few sniffles from Jordan, like she was crying. Maybe she wasn't I choose to ignore it cause I could make it worse. I hated seeing or hearing Jordan cry I just want to help her. I slowly feel asleep at about one in the morning.
I got up and looked over, Jordan was probably in the living room. I went out of our room and she was in the living room scrolling through her phone. I smiled at her then I went to the bathroom to take a shower. What if I could take Jordan with me on tour?? I smiled as the water rained on me. It would be the Best But I choose not to keep my hopes to high. I got dressed and went to the living room again and she was there with Starbucks she looked up and said "I got your vanilla latte, it's on the table" I looked over and saw the coffee "oh and the boys called and asked for you to call them" she smiled I nodded. I got my coffee, phone, and I walked slowly to my room. "I love you jord" she smiled and rushed to me and jumped on my back "hey! You know I hate that nickname" "ya that's the point " I laughed. She jumped off and went back to the couch. I went downstairs instead and called Michael hoping they were together. "hello" "you called ..." I said "oh yeah I forgot haha oh wait it was about tour did you tell Jordan?? " "um yeah that subject is kinda awkward between us and we're both sad about it. " I said "oh sorry man" "but what if she could come on tour with us?? " "that would be awesome but I don't think our manager is going to let us." he responded probably frowning too. "ok well Ill call him " "K good luck " I ended the call and looked through my contacts for our manager and dialed the number. "hello, calum?? " "yep, Im sorry to bother you but I was wondering, now this might seem crazy but if my Jordan my girlfriend could come... On tour. "sorry but its your first tour and you guys can't get distracted, and what if you guys ended? You couldn't just cancel it all right away. " my heat immediately sank to the bottom. "is there any other way? " " I don't think so sorry that's what the other people I work for said I'm really sorry. " "okay thanks bye" I ended the call " we now only had two weeks "fuck! " "fuck!! " I can't do anything now. It was finally night and me and Jordan went to the beach, no one else was there. We sat on the beach after we set our stuff down. We went a little bit closer to the water. I heard footsteps behind me before I turned around she pushed me right into the water "hey! Its cold!! " "hahahaha" she laughed. I stuck out my hand and she took it and I pulled her in the water."ahhh sang you were right this is fucking freezing! " she laughed and we went right to the sand again. We sat there. "I love you jordan" "I love you more!!" she said "no I do! " "no I do" she jumped on my lap as I sat down. Things got more intense until it was the real thing "you really want to do this?? Your ready? " I asked she nodded biting her lip nervously. I never thought we would be each others first, well she was. I loved her.