Unrequited Love

Why?

Why do you turn a blind eye on my feelings for you?

I'm sure that you know how I feel for you right now yet why do you pretend not to

I've been trying to reach you even if I know that your unreachable

I want to give up! I want to do it but no matter what, for unknown reason, I can't

I'm also confused with myself, I like you and I hate you

I hate the fact that you make hope that I still have a chance

You make my heart race every time you smile, you laugh or even when you just talk to me

I've actually liked you for a year, I can't seem to get over you

You like her and she likes you

For me to see the both of you together, it pains my heart that sometimes I can even hear it break like pieces of glasses falling down the floor

I've tried to suppress my feelings by drowning myself with my studies but whenever I see you

It becomes useless

I've put up barriers

But you easily broke them without even knowing it

I like you but you like her, she likes you too. That is the fact that I have to face everyday

So now I'm hoping for another miracle to happen but I wonder if it will be granted