Want me back? (BoyXBoy)

Prologue

"Marcus!!! please don't do this!!!" I cried grabbing the arm of the man i love trying to stop him from packing his things.

" Jamie let go there is nothing you can say that is going to change my mind" he says snatching his arm back and continued to put his things into bags.

i wrapped my arms around myself searching for some kind of sign that this was all a dream but that wasn't helping. not when the man i loved was leaving me and i had no idea why.

"why? why are you leaving?" i asked moving so i was beside him.

"because i don't love you any more!! gosh Jamie i was trying to make it through this with out hurting your feeling to much but you are asking for it. i have zero feeling for you. zero. nothing. i have been cheating on you for the past 6 months with your brother Cameron. he is exciting and gives me what i need. i need a little excitement in my life, we haven't even had sex in the past 7 months!" he yelled in my face.

everything he was saying was a stab in the heart how could my own brother do this to me, we are close i tell him everything and we watch out for each other then he goes and does this.... what have i done to deserve this.

" Marcus..... we can work things out we can go to counseling we can just take some time off and go some where and relax. anything to make this work." by this time i was willing to do anything to make him stay we have been together for 3 years and everything was fine up until 7 months ago.

"Jamie no, i don't love you any more and i don't think i ever have so please don't make this any harder then it has to be..... " he said not looking at me.

i heard the front door open and close, i was confused the only people that had a key to this apartment was me and Marcus.

"Marcus! lets go before -" Cameron said cutting off when he saw me, his eyes went wide and his face went red.

"Cameron how could you do this to me i thought we were close....why would you do this?" i asked just above a whisper.

"Jamie i never meant to hu-" this time i cut him off.

"you know i hope you to have a happy life together.... now will you please leave" i said forcing a smile while pushing them out of he room. 

Cameron kept trying to talk to me but i just ignored him and continued to push them out the door, when they were finally out the door they turned towards me.

"you can come get the rest of your stuff tomorrow after i get home from work." i said taking the key from Cameron, closing the door gently.

i walked up to the bathroom and looked at my face and cringed at the sight. i was pale with a little red to my cheeks from all the crying the tear stains being proof of that. i wanted to start crying again but i was all out of tears, i looked down i was pathetic.

i looked back up at the mirror.

"i will move on if i really love him and my brother i will get over this and move on."

that was the first step to me finally being free and being happy even if i didn't realize it yet, i was going to be ok.