I wake up and see that I'm not in my house. It takes a few seconds to i notice that I'm in Armins bed. Then about a minute later every thing came flashing back, I stared crying. W-why if I had listened I could have saved her. If I was a good kid like Armin. Why can't I do anything right. I heard Armin come running in and he stared to hug me. Shh Eren it's fine, don't worry. If you want you can stay here for a few days. T-thanks Armin. Anything for you. Let me go call my grandfather and let him know you are staying for a few days. Ok. I went back to sleep
Present day
I'm so scared right now my dad is coming home from his month long trip. And he doesn't know what happened because the police couldn't get in touch with him. The front door opens and there walks in my dad. Hello my boy. My dad really like me much to being with. Where is your mother? I got scared when he asked and started having a panic attack..
s-s-she... um.. she is d-dead. My dads face look really mad with a mix of sad.. you know it's not funny to make jokes my boy. Where is she?! Like I said she is dead.. GET out of my face, go to your room and don't leave till I say you can. Y-yes
I run up to my room. I look at my calendar and see that school starts in a week
Fuck! I start crying more. I go and get my blade. I have been cutting for about a week now, it is really calming. I keep cutting it hurt so bad that I couldn't feel it anymore. There was blood all over my clothes. I get up and run to the bath room and lock the door. I undress myself and get into the shower, as soon as the hot water hits my arm all feeling comes back and it burned like hell. I looked down to see all of the blood go down the drain. I wash my hair and everything els, I get out get dressed and run back to my room. I sit on my bed and look at my phone and go in to Instagram. I have 474 followers on there. I like to have my account on private it keeps creepy people away
I was just about to get off the I got a follow request. Cleanfreak_levi I accepted and went on his account, and boy was he hot. I was looking at his profile when I saw that he goes to the same school as me. Fml. I was really tired so I turned off my phone and went to sleep..
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~can he be saved~
FanfictionEren lost his mom and blamed himself, his dad stared to abuse him, is there someone out there to help him? Or will Eren end it all There will be self harm in this and maybe rape and drugs and stuff like that if you sensitive to this kind of stuff I'...
