New Boy. // Louis Tomlinson

Chapter 7

"Bye and Thanks" I called to Sammi,Stepping out of the car and rushing inside because it was still pouring it down with rain.Typical British weather...

"Mum!"I called opening the door and walking in,Wiping my wet and muddy shoes on the mat says 'Welcome'.

"In here babs"She called back,She always called me babs,Since I was little.

"Whats that smell?You cooking?"I asked walking through the living room,Following the smell with my bag still hanging on my shoulder and seeing my mum stood at the oven sturing something with this old wooden spoon she got years ago..Surprised it hasn't all burnt away by now to be honest.

"Let me have a taste"I said standing beside my mother following the wooden spoon going round and round and round etc.

She laughed"Its only gravy,Love"

"It'll be done soon,go upstairs and get changed cause' Jay and the kids are coming over for dinner tonight.Tell Josh to get ready aswell,Demi and Dani are at their boyfriends house tonight so they arn't coming"She told me walking into the dining room and placing the knife and forks at each place.

"So Louis is coming over right?"I asked,Hoping she'd say no.

"Well he is part of Jay's kids love"My mum laughed.

"Can't I take my dinner upstairs?"I almost begged.

"No,you know we don't take meals upstairs Besides, if you don't like him don't talk to him or look at him.Right, go get changed into some nice clothes,Maybe that dress you bought the other day."She said holding my waist and pushing me to the bottom of the stairs.

"Go,Go"She shooed.I lazily marched upstairs,Hearing loud drums,Must be Josh practicing his drums.He's always wanted to be a drummer ever since he was about 4 when my mother bought him some drums for kids.He's loved them ever since.

I opened the door and there Josh were, playing his drums,Completely ignoring my existence.

"Josh"I spoke.No Answer.

"JOSH!"I shouted at the top of my voice.

"Whats with the Shouting Lou?"He laughed,stopping playing his drums.

"Mum says get ready cause' the Tomlinson's over the road are coming over for dinner"I said.

"Oh,and you okay?"He asked "You look down in the dumps?"He said standing up and putting his drum sticks on the shelves where he kept all of his trophy's from competitions he went in with his Drums,Playing football and all that stuff.He's quite talented really.

"Nothing"I said,Putting on my best fake smile. He just nodded and walked over to his wardrobe.I walked out of his dark blue room and into mine.Seeing my reflection in the mirror on my wardrobe made me realize how much I do really hate myself,The way i look,Personalty and so on...But they seriously don't make it any better..Tears started falling down my cheeks..Memories where I felt like this a couple of months ago flooded my mind and how I went to Self harm to take the stress and pain away..I looked around for something sharp,I ran over to my draws rummaging through for a blade or something.

"Louise,Hurry up!Come and help me set the food and stuff out!"My mum shouted upto me.

I took a deep breath and wiped the tears away and shut the draws.

"Coming"I called back..I walked over to my wardrobe for the dress I bought a couple of weeks ago when I went shopping with Dani and Demi.

*Louis' P.O.V*

I still felt so bad about Louise,Walking home all i could do is think about it..I feel so bad..Am i already changing being around Harry,Zayn and Liam?I really hope not..I've realized that they are kinda nasty towards Louise,But they're my mates..I can't just leave them because I feel bad for Louise.Who would I hang around with anyway?But I can atleast try to help her and talk to them?...