Who Are You Now?

one

I feel him slowly stroking my hair.
Tears already forming before I can take a complete look at him. I look up, i can see he's in pain but no sound is capable to leave his weakling body. He smiles making the effort to mumble his words.
"Hi honey".
I cry. I cry from sadness, I cry from anger, i cry from happiness, Thanking jesus for not taking him away. I whimper.
"Hi baby, I missed you." I answered back.
"what happened? My whole body hurts" he says with a smile.
"Then why are you smiling?"
"I don't want you to be in pain" he replied, it hurt me, these 8 words hurt me so much, how can I be fine while he struggles so much.
The doctor walked in.
"Changkyun, you've awaken, are you ready to go home?"
"Of course" he smiles.
The doctor signals the nurse.
Changkyun smile slowly fades away.
"What's ... that?" "WHY ARE YOU GIVING ME THIS?" "NO" "TAKE THAT AWAY" "PLEASE DOCTOR, NO. I CANT!"
I fall back, trying to hold back my tears but it's no use. He looks at me, his eyes filled with tears.
"Is this temporary....?"
"I'm sorry." the doctor replies.

A/N:
ayyyyeeeee, im sorry this chapter is crappy and short but i hope that you'll like chapter two, i did make it longer and honestly i think isss gooooooooood ( i hope it wont flop like the other fan fic i wrote :-) ), anyways, idk i mean this was originally going to be about donghyuk because he is the loml but Changkyun is also the loml ( cause im a hoe ) ANYWAYS there wasn't much I.M fan fics ( well neither donghyuk ) so i made him the main character OTL ( which means dong will be part of this okay? Okay), bye guys :-') - Daisy C.
Also pls excuse my ratchet ass phone for messing up his name like Tf? "Changhyuk" tf, gtfo ratchet ass phone, I mean no cause I kinda need you but yes okay bye