Who Are You Now?

two

We arrive back home.
I thank the driver, he helps me with changkyun, I grab the bags and head towards the door.
I take a deep breath. I open. Everything was left the same. Broken glass on the floor, torn up stained walls, broken frames, broken mirrors. My eyes fill with horror once again. I wipe my eyes and quickly start cleaning, I broom up the broken glass and make way for changkyun, he slowly enters, he looks horrified, his head fills with memories from that day. He asks me to take him to our bedroom, I thank the driver once again and give him the money I have left.
I take changkyun to our bedroom, he pushes himself and stops in front of the mirror, he makes no sound. It's complete silence.
"This is me now."
He turns around and looks at me, I break contact.
He moves towards me and caresses my face, he reaches for a kiss
He pulls away and frowns.
I can tell from the looks he was hurt, never would he imagine he would end like this, stuck in a chair, not knowing if he'll ever walk again.
" get out." he demands.
I leave as he orders. I close the door, I hear the lock click. I hear him sob from inside, i hear slams, I hear screams.
I yell for him to stop " CHANGKYUN PLEASE, YOU'RE GOING TO HURT YOURSELF!"
Suddenly everything goes silent.
"Changkyun?" i wait for a response.
" CHANGKYUN HONEY PLEASE OPEN UP!
silence.
I run around the house trying to find a knife, everything was out of place making it harder for me to find what i need. I spot one at the living room floor, i grab it and run back to our bedroom door, i try to pry the lock open. Its no use.
Without any other choice i slam my body towards the door trying to make as damage to it as possible.
I try once, twice, on and on.
I can feel my body bruising up.
I finally manage to get the door open, only to see Changkyun lying on the floor, his soft hands covered in blood, the mirror broken into a million pieces.
"changkyun, baby, what have you done to yourself?" I try to remain calm but i can feel my self starting to choke up.
He smiles at me and says "im trying to end it, so you can find happiness"
My heart shatters in a million pieces, how can he say such a thing?
"what do you mean?"
he smiles.
I drag him on the bed, the bed sheets slowly start to get stained in red.
I rush to get towels. I press on his wounds as gentle and hard as i can, i call for an ambulance and once again we find ourselves at the hospital.